Oh God, how I need you now.
In this very moment of Divine will… I seek your face.
Forgive my faults and failures to glorify your holy name.
Forgive me… if my faith was not strong enough to do your will.
Forgive my ignorance, I know not what to do.
I tremble at my inadequacy to express myself to you.
So I resolve to trust… you know my heart because it is your dwelling place.
I gather myself and take off for the secret place.
The place where you meet with me and make me feel brand new.
It is there in your presence that you breath life into me.
I find peace… Shalom Shalom peace, not the peace this world has to offer!
I take your hand and we walk on together along the waters edge.
You remind of all creation… how you have your hand on every thing.
I look up into your eyes and I know that I know our life is in your hands.
All I can do is cling to you, hold you so tight, and feel your love for me.
I whisper, I trust… because you love me. You love us all so much.
Hold me in your arms, so I can let go.
I need to rest in your arms, feeling you by my side.
I need to stay here… right here in your arms, in your presence until I have rested.
Talk to me, draw so near to me… I feel one with you.
Whisper words of love, words that heal, words that give life to my soul.
How I long for you, to stay with you forever, I am jealous for you.
Those who have come before me… but have chosen to stay, they take for granted their place in your presence.
What could I have been thinking… to offer myself to return… to that empty and void-less place they call home… I call hell.
What is hell but the absence of your face before me.
Beloved, forgive your bride, I am so home sick for you, so love sick for you.
All I can ask is that you make a quick work of what I have been created for.
I desire to tell the world of your truth, but my words fall on deaf ears.
My passion and love for you seems bewitching to many…
but oh the love… what love I have found in you.
I can not deny; I can not keep silent… what a wonder gift I have been given.
If only they would hear my words… would they seek my Beloved?
If I could ask anything… I ask that you open their hearts to know your undying love… for us all.