Its been some time since I have been connected to the W.W.W.
I decided to cut the cord from the addiction to KNOWING everything that’s going on in the world around me. I found a freedom in being DISCONNECTED from all the drama going on in LIFE. It’s not that I do not care but that I will not allow it to rule me or plant fear and worry in my soul. It is written guard the heart for it is the well spring of life. So … I set out to guard the very thing that keeps me at peace.
You may wonder what did I do with all my spare time? I discovered more about my soul than I ever knew existed. As I spent time pondering… literally thinking on purpose with a purpose. I have learned to take thoughts captive and cast them out and other thoughts I had to take the time…. make the time and decide are they really good or evil. I found that some are neither. In the midst of all my “Pondering” I found my self writing. What did I write? My conversations with GOD. I asked him questions! It sounds crazy right? But it is not crazy to expect God to answer our questions. He just does not always answer us the way we expect. For me… He tends to answer my question by asking me a question. In the midst of my answering His question I find I answered my own question.
If there is one thing I have learned “not” being connected to the world and all it’s “information”… I find life more manageable and relationships more valuable. I have time for those important things that the cord has kept me from. I discover I like the slow pace of sitting in the garden before the sunrises and just waiting… Being still. It’s like being on vacation every day. If possible I set time aside every morning and every evening to be still and just wait for the sun to rise or set. I allow the beautiful colors to be painted in my memory- by hand – stroke by stroke. As I watch the colors change, coming and going… I find a peace and yet a sorrow… the day has passed and the night comes when all the vibrant colors of the rainbow fade away. The joy comes in knowing I am blessed to see another day as the sun rises again and its radiant glory reminds me, God Loves Me so! Why am I so fortunate to be able to gaze upon such beauty? He gave me the eyes to see… to behold such things to wonderful for me to grasp.
Living the cordless life is something I will chose to maintain. I have recently given my soul permission to use the cord to write my experiences not just being freed from the addiction to the cord or more rightly the W.W.W. but the real life hidden, overlooked and crying out to be noticed.
It is strange, I noticed my wisdom has increased as I sit STILL pondering. I always keep my journal close by in hopes some revelation will come… and it does… I admit every day I have more than one revelation to journal. Let me add most of these come through talking to God. Writing my words and His words… I see with my eyes and somehow the light shines brighter and that AHHA! moment happens. Of course I can’t keep it to myself.
This is what I write… not just in my journal but to those who are in that vicious cycle… that downward spiral out of control… the answer to stopping the chaos is simple… PULL THE PLUG!
It sounds painful but the reward is worth more than money can buy, more than any pill can help and so much healthier than any DI-ET. I have become more patient, more peaceful, more understanding, less offended, and less re-active in learning to just stop nosing in everyone else’s busy-ness. Why do I need to know what everyone in the world ate for breakfast, lunch or dinner or what snack they ate and now they hate themselves for being a glutton! Yeah… you heard me right… gluttony is a word no one wants to hear!
My question is … why are we allowing someone else tell us what is right and wrong to eat. Why not listen to your own body! I guess if you are never still long enough or quiet enough to hear your CONSCIENCE speaking the truth… Yes you heard me right… Your conscience not someone else’s conscience. Not some science project that man invented to make money off your ignorance. Yes you heard me say it… ignorance! That means YOU DONT KNOW! STUPIDITY is a choice. God gave you a brain and if that is not working right it may need rewired. NOT BY MAN! God gave us an instruction manual how to live here in this realm where our own ignorance makes us vulnerable to deception.
I have spent many days being still… reading that instruction manual front to back and even sideways and upside down… don’t ask me how… I gained insight into truth and I will spend the rest of my life sharing these insights with whomever will listen… or read them.
There is not a day that passes that I do not spend hours sometimes whole days engrossed in the Words God speaks… not just to me but to anyone… whomsoever will …listen. He does not yell it out loud, He WHISPERS like the wind brushing against the willow trees. He has a sense of humor it’s hard to believe. But when he shows me things through his eyes I have to laugh… though most times …I cry. If Mankind only knew the truth we would all fall down on our faces …IN AWE and WONDER!
I have learned much… the most valuable gift… to rewire the brain from thinking like a human and think the way God thinks. When you see the way God truly is… you know its all good… I mean everything… even when it hurts. Because in the midst of the pain the sorrow the things we call evil… Because after all, humans are evil… look around! What do humans do? Everyone is out to get what SELF wants and will do anything to anyone to get it… even if it hurts someone else physically, mentally, emotionally or spiritually. We cant even agree God is good! How will we ever get along with one another? We blame God for all the ills of the world. Let me say… In His GOODNESS He gave you free will. Yes free will to choose to BE GOOD or BE Evil. HUMMM… that’s hard to swallow. So now we blame God for giving us free will? So if God is evil then Who can Be Good? Do you believe there is a devil? Satan they call him… you may have some other name for him. He is the Accuser, the Slanderer. So can I ask the question… Who do You Accuse? Who do you slander? So… are you Being GOOD like God? whom you call evil. OR… like the devil, satan? Looks like the evidence is clear.
Word of advice… CUT THE CORD! You can not fill your mind with chaos and expect to have peace. You can not fill your heart with evil and BE GOOD! Every tree produces fruit and that fruit has a seed in it… plant that seed and guess what… you get the same thing as the fruit that carried the seed. So good can not produce evil and evil can not produce good. Every seed produces like fruit. Let me know when you plant corn and get a pumpkin or when you plant tomatoes and it produces and apple! NO GMO foods… Fake food deceives your eye but not your body! So also with things that appear good but the result is evil.
I will say it One More Time Cut The Cord! We think… and that can be the root of the problem right there. Our Thinking! Always trying to get out of work! So we manufacture THINGS and those things begin to become our Master! We begin to bow the knee to things… instead of being the Master over those things… to be used to help instead of hinder LIFE! We are created to DO…not to be lazy. Being still and Being lazy are opposite extremes! as far as the east is from the west. Being still we clean out the clutter within the soul. Being lazy… we do nothing and expect to be paid for doing nothing… and wanting everyone else to do for us and do it for free! I think they call that socialism! That’s a can of worms I’d rather not open!