Kicking God out of his house?

I don’t know about you but I have been seeing more and more people who say they invited GOD to be their Savior Lord Master  yet they hold him hostage.

Not that anyone can hold him “hostage”  But what I mean is that People invite him into their spiritual house but then don’t let him be the Head of the House!

He remains a “guest”  with restrictions.  He is put into a corner… maybe even the basement or the attic until there is some problem they cant fix or they want to complain about how evil everyone is.
They say they pray… but it sounds more like a cat screeching in the night.  Gloom, despair and agony … is all God hears.

Now, when He arises to take action… they rebel and refuse to give him any authority to clean up the house, fix things, get rid of trash and things he considers un-holy.
They will not even allow him to cure the leprosy that has broken out in the house!   The whole house becomes infected like a black mold that makes the whole house sick!

I have to ask… can GOD dwell in such a house?
Does it please him… when we refuse to give him his rightful place in our LIFE.
All he wants to do to remodel the house, make it beautiful… and we say NO!

Since when are we the BOSS?
Since when did GOD become the slave and we the master?
Since when… do we demand God obey us… as we ACCUSE him of not keeping his WORD?PROMISES?
I can hear his voice speaking… softly… simply responding… if you do not keep your promise how can I keep MY PROMISE!
And still He shows us MERCY.
He does not strike us DEAD for our rebellion against him.
When will we learn to just let GOD be GOD!

Sometimes the whole house has to be … burnt to the ground and the stones cast into the KIDRON VALLEY… He has to rebuild the house… the foundation relaid and upward!
And that … is painful!
Ask me how I know?

I do not know how he Holds Himself Back…
How does he control HIMSELF!
How does He stop HIMSELF from intervening… when we don’t want his help? or leadership, or Authority ruling over our house.
How does that make us His?
How does that give us PERMISSION… to enter his presence?

It is a gross understatement to say… we are not worthy… of HIM… and yet he wants to come into the unclean places of our soul and start cleaning the house of all the idols, garbage, filth we allowed to accumulate until it is out of control… we become overwhelmed!

Did he not warn us?
He gave us instructions to follow how to keep our house in order!
HUMMMMM?
I don’t think we took those instruction very seriously!
At least… until we end up on our death bed crying out WHY GOD, WHY?

We consider our “SELF” a good person… in whose eyes?
Some how we seem to always compare our “SELF” with someone “worse “than we are. Why never with someone “BETTER” than our “SELF”?
Because we envy those who are “BETTER” than our own “SELF”.
Who is the judge of that?

We missed the MARK alright… we are not the one deciding what is holy and unholy, clean and unclean, right and wrong!

Pride is often the judge?
Why not humility?
Why do we focus on self more than others … more than GOD?
IF… We could change our focus and fix our eyes on GOD… We would not notice our own goodness…  or wickedness in others.
All we see is GOD IS GOOD!
Or is HE?
Do we see GOD as evil?
Do we blame him for all the evil in the world?
After all… he gave you your free will… that means he has to give everyone else free will. If you want to take away someone else’s free will then God will take away your free will!
You say that’s not fair… how so?
You think you are good… all the time?
Again… who decides what is good?
Helping others God is trying to correct… You intervene… is that good?
You complaining about someone else you have no idea what they have been through… how much they hurt… how much they have been taught error…
They may not even be AWARE they hurt you…
And here you are CURSING them behind their back… or to their face?

It never ends… it is a vicious cycle and the only one who can stop it is GOD!
Let HIM begin with you… do not worry about anyone else… just keep your eyes on GOD!
Be willing… to allow HIM to be THE BOSS.
Rule The Whole House!
Your House… inside and out.
You will be surprised how much dirt He can find to clean out of the cracks and crevices.  And if you dare… Let him take a walk out into the garden where things have become overgrown with thorns and thistles, briars and weeds of every sort.
Who knows… He might have to just burn the whole garden to start over… and when that’s finished…
He will start plowing and removing things BURIED… deep.
Some will be surprised to find out what is buried alive… things not dealt with, confronted and turned to good!
That is how GOOD GOD  IS!

I cant tell you how often things from the past I never knew I buried … arose… resurrected from the dead.  God knew it was there.  He knows what needs to be resurrected.

He wants to hold your hand… help you, show you the good he meant for you… but that old evil eye keeps getting in the way!
If You really want God to be the LORD of your LIFE… Stop trying to control what you allow him to do.
He is kind He forces No ONE.
That is part of free will.
Should we not be like him?
We have to be strong and give others the free will to do right or wrong.
We do not have the right to force anyone to obey us…
Obey God… or disobey… that’s a whole other can of worms… a pandora’s box you do not want to open!

Look at the world…
That is the consequences of opening that box!
That is millions of us… given free will to obey or disobey… and look…
What are we blaming GOD for … giving us free will… to choose?
Own up to your part… then really invite GOD into your MESS and let him BE GOD!

Who is your MASTER?

Diving deeper into the water of the WORD.  I am basking in the Ocean of TRUTH and Wisdom!

It is strange to me how man has the idea he is the “master” of his own “SELF”.
What PRIDE! WHAT ARROGANCE!

We have come so far from The TRUTH that we “think” we rule our own self, our own universe, our own planet…
We can’t even control our own thoughts and emotions!
What makes us think… “believe the lie”  we can control others?
I have found that the reason people want to control others is because in truth… they cant control their own self!

We are quick to “poke out the eye” of someone else’s faults or those trying to correct us… because they have been there done that… but we are ANGRY… how dare they tell me what to do!  They are not my BOSS!
HA!   If they only knew who their BOSS is…
We think we Have free will… But Really… If THE BOSS says NO… it’s NO!
So Why then does he allow some really bad things… To happen to us … in the world.
…To prove to us just how much we need him to be THE BOSS.
Apart from him we “all” are evil.
We will re-act to provocation in a twinkling of an eye!
We loss all sense of reason and out the door goes all our GOOD deeds and we receive the LABEL… SINNER!

I know that GOD…. what ever name you give him… HE IS STILL THE BOSS!
Did you ever think he gives us free will to test us?
Test what?
To see what we will do with our FREE WILL!
Will we go do our own thing?
Will we ask HIM to do LIFE with us?
Will HE stand by like a parent and watch HIS children try to do it all on their own?
HE waits… patiently… while we struggle in our own efforts… failing time and time again, but still not asking for help … we instead get angry… abort what we are trying to do and go out to find some poor soul weaker than self… and take all our frustrations out on him or her or… it!
That is LIFE without THE BOSS!
We don’t see “The Boss” is standing there… invisible to our natural eye… like He is watching from a surveillance camera… If we only knew!
THE BOSS is overseeing, guarding… dare I say even manipulating everything because we ARE ignorant of HIS  PRESENCE.
Are we even aware of the presence of BOTH good and evil?
Yeah… That makes us … stupid-er!
Whose influence are we under?

As memory serves me- right… THE BOSS can BE our BEST FRIEND  or  our WORST ENEMY… Like a nightmare we can’t escape when we become so arrogant to fight against THE BOSS!
How deceptive are we to pretend to be THE BOSS’S friend?  Like HE did not KNOW… JUDAS was a deceiver.. and was right there by HIS side…  to deceive with a KISS!  LOVE?

CAN WE SERVE 2 MASTERS?
Can we serve good and evil and expect to be in THE BOSS’S GOOD GRACES?
Some times I wonder… Does THE BOSS think He is talking into thin air … wasting his BREATH?
The WORD echoes in my ear..
He who has ears and HEARS … LISTENS to what the SPIRIT is saying… to him it is LIFE!
But to him who can not hear… LISTEN… to what the SPIRIT is saying… It is just BABEL!

Money, Money, Money

This morning while communing with My BELOVED we got on the subject of MONEY.

He asks how I feel about it.  He knows… already… but he wants me to say it out loud.

I confess… i despise it.

He asks why?

I reply… its just a piece of paper… and man has bowed down to it and made it their god!  That infuriates me!

He asks again… Why?

I answer as I feel tears welling up from within my SPIRIT…
They have reduced MY BELOVED GOD to a piece of paper… a book… they put no value on that piece of paper.  They forget… you are more than just a piece of paper!  You are so much more than money.  They lay down their life… TO THEIR DEATH, to pursue money… Why? They can’t see?   Money can not give them LIFE eternally, can’t heal them spirit, soul or body,  can’t “save” them from anything, can’t even buy them peace and rest.

My BELOVED replies, They have a twisted mind, they do not grasp with their understanding what LIFE is. They have no perception… what healing is… they do not even know what Resting in PEACE is.  It is not an external feeling or thing to be bought and sold for profit… it is a spiritual TRUTH they can not ascend to find it, buy it, sell it, or bribe another for it.

My reply… I do not understand it… male and female alike will give their LIFE to the DEATH to pursue money but they will not give you a glance.  You are so much more than a book… just a book… YOU ARE A LIVING BREATHING BEING!

What more can I say…
I pursue TRUTH the way hu-mans pursue money.  I am free- er happy-er, healthy-er, more ALIVE and well than any one who is pursuing money.  They are so busy running to and fro in the earth they miss the simple things, good things.  Things money can’t buy. Things… they can’t control, manipulate or deceive to make some profit from. What do they do with all that money?  “Live” the good life?  Well, I guess it depends on your perception of “good” and “Living”?

There is nothing more divine that being at peace with GOD and knowing He is at peace with me! It took a long time to get here, but worth losing all the worldly “STUFF” to gain the simple things, invisible to the natural eye but so beautiful the spiritual eye.

We are fast approaching the “cashless society”!  No more paper!  Electronics have NOT improved our “LIFE” nor made it “simpler”. If anything… it made a triple intrusion into our “LIVELIHOOD”. The invasion of every part of our spirit, soul and body.
AND NOW… They want to implant some electronic device to control us like robots! They want to take over our spirit, soul and body!  We will be their puppets.. they will say who will live and who will die.  They decide who is valuable and worth-less. They decide male or female or neither! They will throw us out into the trash heap with all the other electronics that fail to meet their expectations!

We will have no hope… except to refuse the electronic chip implant. We may die but death will be a “GOOD THING” compared to living a LIE!
IF… you know THE TRUTH!  The TRUTH will set you free!  He was, is and always will BE  the TRUTH!  He can not lie! We always wonder… is there an absolute TRUTH?

Why don’t you try to pursue that instead of MONEY… That can not save you from what is coming… Be afraid… if you don’t know.  But if you do know… You have NO-THING to fear… Perfect Love casts out all fear!

The hard part is not knowing… is it worth it?  I mean… giving it all up to pursue the TRUTH!  I am a WITNESS!  IT IS WORTH IT ALL!  LET IT ALL GO… YOU SEE THE DAYS ARE EVIL… YOUR MONEY CAN’T PROTECT YOU FROM THIS INVISIBLE ENEMY!
ONLY THE TRUTH CAN PROTECT YOU NOW!
SEEK IT!
FIND IT!
CLING TO IT… FOR YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT… FOREVER!

Food for Thought?

food for thought? who is guilty of sin… The soul or the body?

DIVING INTO THE  WORD … I have a REVELATION of TRUTH!
The body can do nothing without the mind!   That’s a fact…. unless you have some cross communication with the brain and the body.
I will not expand on that!!!
I have to ask then how can the body sin without the mind involved?
When we do sin… we can be in “auto pilot” but that just means we have responded the same way for so long it becomes HABIT!
We have trained the body to do something routinely… to re-act the same way in similar situations and before we know it… things come blurting out of our mouth without thinking… consciously!
SO… who really is at fault when we sin?
The body we call the flesh  or the soul- (the mind, heart and will)?
Can the body do anything randomly… without the message center sending a response to the body?

The WORD OF GOD SAYS… where 2 or 3 agree touching anything  it will be done.
Put your heart, mind and your “will” to work you can do anything!
Leave things to the mind and “will” and your pride will be puffed up!
Leave things to your heart and “will” and you are one big ball of good or evil EMOTION!

IS IT POSSIBLE FOR THE MIND OR THE HEART TO DO ANYTHING WITHOUT THE BODY?
WE ARE THE BODY OF CHRIST…RIGHT?  OR  WRONG?
SO IS GOD THE HEAD, HEART and  WILL’ OF WHAT THE BODY DOES… GOOD …OR EVIL?
CAN GOD DO EVIL?
So why do we do evil?

Is our soul forcing the body to sin?
Its just being obedient, why does the body get the punishment for doing what it is told!
Is the soul in agreement?
When the WORD OF GOD talks about the BODY does it really mean the physical body or the soul!
The soul that sins will surely die!
And again the flesh can not enter the kingdom of heaven?
Who is being judged the body or the soul?  or BOTH?

When the soul is at war within itself… the mind and the heart opposing one another… What is good? What is evil ? What to do? What to do?
Who wins?
Who is stronger?
The weaker will always bow down to the stronger… whether good or evil!
You have a superpower… FREE WILL!

GOD GAVE US HIS SPIRIT… TO HELP US CHOOSE!
Some call it the HOLY SPIRIT.
Some call this gut instinct.
Some call it intuition.
Some call it… some other LABEL!  We are pretty good at labeling everything we have no idea what it really is?  It’s NAME CALLING… right?

We are given FREE WILL to choose … to sin or… not to sin… but every day we give in to TEMPTATION… the TEMPTER… that is not letting GOD Rule our soul.
We want our own way…
We want our freedom!
Our soul desires pleasure, maybe revenge, maybe just our own way?  We want to return evil for evil… good for good… wound for wound.
We want to be the BOSS, JUDGE, JURY, and TORMENTOR to make sure the offending  criminal that did us wrong gets everything “we think” he deserves!
NO ONE CAN MAKE YOU SIN!   No one can force you to sin…
We check our behavior pretty fast when a pastor or someone we admire walks into the room!
Well, if we  claim JESUS is our SAVIOR… We invite him into our “heart”  is he just a guest?
Do we give him ALL Authority over our spirit, mind, heart, will and body?
Do we keep him a prisoner in the corner of our “HOUSE”.
Its suppose to be HIS HOUSE!
He bought and paid for the property rights!
Possession… is that 9/10th of the LAW?

OOOOh!   My mistake… he wants ALL of you not just 1/10th!
Now we get to the root of it all!
We give him the 1/10th we keep 9/10th for our own self-iysh-nes!
That doesn’t work in a marriage.
I do not think that works with our employer either.
I don’t even think that works with our FATHER earthly or divine!

I can’t say I know one person who can rule their spirit, soul or body without divine intervention!
We are suppose to take authority over our soul that controls the whole man!
We quickly find out is it not so easily mastered.
We need the MASTER to come be the HEAD and the HEART and WILL over us.
If we do not allow him to be the HEAD of the house will he stay just as a visitor and sit by while you do evil… think evil… feel evil… focus on evil… listen to evil… go places where evil is “fun”?
HE IS HOLY… he has 2 options… correct you or leave you!
He can not be in the presence of wickedness… He is HOLY… again HE IS HOLY… what does he have in common with the unholy?
What does good and evil have in common, how can they be in agreement?
How can they unite!

Sounds like our GOV’T today… that’s what you look like to God!
He came to bring PEACE… to you who invited HIM in  to STAY… but then we do not want him to clean out our house or convict of bad behavior… we declare… “It”s covered” under your blood!  I don’t think that’s going to work with HIM!
“So we shout… GRACE!   Yeah… HE IS GRACE… that’s not going to work either!
The only thing that’s going to work with him is… YES MASTER! Yes FATHER! YES BOSS!
Your have FREE WILL… you can say… NO MASTER,  NO FATHER, NO BOSS!
I would advise you NOT TOO!

It’s best… just to let Him have His way …and do it… willingly… with love… because you love… HIM.   Because he is a good FATHER, MASTER, BOSS and even a good HUSBAND… so treat him the way you should. The way you want to be treated by him… because after all he set a LAW in place… YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW!

ARMOR OF GOD VS FEAR?

DEVOURING the WORD OF GOD…. SINCE MY RETURN HOME TO THE KINGDOM!

READING ISAIAH AND JEREMIAH FOR HOURS.  Time seems to be compressed into flashes… like the rapturing of my Spirit into the WORD OF GOD.

I find myself seeing the future in the past and in AWE of how the past can be so ghastly  similar… in Wickedness!  and Goodness! Opposites at war just as we are today.

I ponder:
What good is the “Whole Armor of GOD”   if we still have fear in our SOUL!

It is not just a matter of the heart but the mind.  They must agree for a thing to be done?   Does not scripture say:  Where 2 or 3 agree it will be done?   If the heart and the mind agree it will be done…!

If the heart and the head are at war… we all know the chaos that goes on in our soul creates all kinds of stress… emotionally and mentally… eventually physically!
We can’t focus!
We can’t sleep!
We eat to comfort our soul but that only makes the stress worse when we find it does not satisfy or solve any of the PROBLEMS…  that caused the war in the first place!

FEAR! COUPLED WITH DOUBT AND WORRY… 2 AND 3 IN AGREEMENT PARALYZE FAITH, HOPE AND LOVE.
IS IT TRUE… PERFECT LOVE CASTS OUT ALL FEAR?

The real question then, of course,…   IS OUR LOVE PERFECT?

We certainly can not blame GOD!   We know his love is perfect!
Who dies for someone steeped in sin, wickedness and ignorance?
I can bet not one here on earth would die so some criminal could be set free!
Though I have to confess it seems like the world has gone mad setting the criminals free and putting “christians” on the chopping block!

So back to Perfect Love?
Can one be free of fear without perfect love?
Can some one Love without TRUST?
Can one Trust without Love?
I will say by experience… You can not Love without trust, BUT you can TRUST without Love.
We do it every day… we trust our GOV’T????  I thought that would make you laugh!
We trust our employer… AGAIN I CAN HEAR THE LAUGHTER!
We put our “TRUST” in our cars, people in our path every day, our mail people, our Dr.s, medicine, food… the list goes on and on but you get the “jist” of it all. We don’t necessarily LOVE… all those things.  But we Trust them to do what they SAY they will do.
SO HOW DOES LOVE DIFFER?
We open up our soul, spirit and body to some one we” LOVE”.
Sometimes…. we still get burned.
Then we go about with more armor on to shield us from the unknown.
It gets harder and harder to TRUST and to LOVE any one or anything!
What do we do?
We gravitate to things we can control!
Whether people or things.
We go out of our way to avoid anything we can’t control!
BUT… When we know we can control a situation… a person… a thing…
We Kinda Get a little PRIDEFUL, arrogant, mean and take for granted those things we consider CONQUERED!

NOW… All this being said, WHY DO WE FEAR THE DEVIL?
If GOD has given us ARMOR satan cant penetrate… why do we fear something that can’t touch us?
We FORGOT… to read the DIRECTIONS that came with the ARMOR!”
Where are those directions… giving us instruction how to use the ARMOR?
YEAH YOU GOT IT…ITS THE WORD OF GOD!
THE WORD OF TRUTH!
THE SPIRIT OF TRUTH …. HE has to be the interpreter!
We go trying to interpret the spiritual things by earthly means…natural language and what happens…
satan laughs in our face and twists the WORD to make us feel stupid!
OH GOD HELPS US SURRENDER OUR PRIDE-FULL-NESS!
YEAH… YOU HEARD ME… FULL OF PRIDE ….
We think we know what GOD means…
and  we can’t even control our own SELF!

This is only to stir you up… to build a relationship with the Interpreter of the WORD…
He is the only TEACHER that can reveal the TRUTH to you…

Never Trust a HU-MAN!   We all have weaknesses and we ALL fall on our faces from time to time to keep us seeking the TRUTH-ER!
We will never know it all!
We will never have all the answers to every problem.
Everyone’s path is different…
How can we help someone where we have never experienced what they have been through?
We can offer compassion, encouragement!  It is a requirement… so that when we fall others will show us compassion and encourage us!
One must learn to TRUST GOD before you can LOVE GOD!
AS TRUST GROWS. LOVE GROWS. CONFIDENCE GROWS.
The TRUTH brings about a transformation… FEAR has no more power over the SOUL.
This is when the ARMOR takes us to a whole other level of CONFIDENCE!
WHEN YOU KNOW… THAT YOU KNOW… THAT YOU KNOW….THE TRUTH !!!
SATAN HAS NO MORE POWER TO OVERCOME YOU, deceive you, twist the WORD!
THAT….  IS THE POWER OF LOVE!
THAT IS THE POWER OF BEING FEAR-LESS!
THAT IS… THE ARMOR OF GOD HE GIVES… YOU!

What “GOOD” is armor if you do not know how to use it?  It is worth-less!
There is a cost… “TIME”… and SACRIFICE everything… to learn how to use the armor!
It is “WORTH” everything… it becomes PRICE-LESS… a PRECIOUS TREASURE!
It becomes a GARMENT OF GLORY the devil will flee from when he sees you coming!
Now that… is what PERFECTED LOVE IS ALL ABOUT!
KNOWING GOD GOT YOU COVERED… HEAD TO TOE… inside and out!
It is just getting to learn… how to use each piece of armor and then practicing… what you were taught… guess what… that takes trials, tests, troubles, tribulations…problems… to teach you how to maneuver effortlessly in your armor!
PRACTICE! PRACTISE! PRACTISE!
YOU CAN’T MOVE ON UNTIL YOU LEARN HOW TO USE EACH PIECE!
THAT MY FRIEND TAKES “TIME”!

The Ban?

 

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While everyone is quarantined… I am in my usual solitude that I find the most delightful place on earth.  Here in the secret place with my Beloved I notice no changes… everything is… as it should be.
I have again taken that dive into the deep WATERS… of the WORD.  I enjoy my place with my Beloved … not looking at the world and all the chaos, confusion and hu-mans running to and fro in the earth. 20150806_071709.jpg
For some unknown reason they can’t BE STILL to save their own soul!   I enjoy the STILLNESS… the peace and quiet… in the GARDEN of EDEN!

Since my RESURRECTION from the dead…  I have no desire to labor among the world and wallow in its sin.  Sounds extra- ordinary  to some, but now that I know the TRUTH… I have no desire to go back to living like a hu-man.

I soak for hours on end in the WORD… basking in the TRUTH that sets me free. Today as I read Jeremiah, I can not help but be amazed to see the past in the present. A world gone mad!  Sin abounding, unchecked, uncorrected and rampant just like a virus that plagues the world 100 times over.  What is the Cure?  REPENTANCE!

 

 

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If… YHWH put the pagans under the BAN  for all there idolatry and wickedness and allowed “no- thing” to escape … no man, woman, child, beast or possessions… but all was burnt by fire!!! How much more will he do the same to those who are called by his name!   He destroyed the Jewish nation and exiled them MORE THAN ONCE for turning away from HIM- His ways, His laws … from seeking Him with all their heart… how much more will He judge the “CHURCH” who calls them selves CHRIST-ians!!!!

 

On the outside some may appear “RIGHTEOUS” but inside they are full of all kinds of secret sins.  Others, however, have no shame and expose their sin in broad day light!
THEY BEHAVE WORSE THAN SOME PAGANS!
There are many GOOD people going to hell all because they reject YHWH.  No One Is Good Enough to earn heaven or deserve heaven… think about it?   How many want heaven but NOT YHWH!   Let me reveal a simple TRUTH… YHWH is Heaven.  It is his presence that makes heaven… heaven!  20160621_063421.jpg

And as for the BAN… That is simple… the JUDGMENT of YHWH.  He does not tolerate sin as some were taught! That whole GRACE, GRACE AND MORE GRACE… is not so we can sin freely!   It is for the disciple- learning hands on… how to walk in his ways.  YHWH sees the SINCERE effort we are making… trying to learn to do what he says… not just follow rules without relationship.
Man will always find loop holes to get what he wants…
Its called taking the Word out of context… manipulating the WORD to get what you want!

How can I teach others what I have not learned to do my own self?

I will compare it to a child who is “trying to do” what the parent asks… as to the child who does not give a rip and back talks or procrastinates doing what he has been  asked, then told…

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Who receives more GRACE?

Who receives more “favor” the obedient child or the disobedient child!
So you claim to be a child of YHWH?
You claim to be CHRIST-ian?
How obedient are you?
How much do you care…. if you are obedient… who are you to think you can be hateful and still receive blessings and favor… what about GRACE?
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What spouse will grow in love when the other continues to abuse that love?  You say you LOVE YHWH?  What to you do to grow love… with HIM.  I grieve for MAN… how can he understand being a Bride?  And yet that is what the CHURCH is… suppose to be!
What man can humble his own SELF… the way he demands his wife to bow down to him.   Should he not also bow down to YHWH the same way he expects his wife to submit to him….
AGAIN… we reap what we sow!
Does YHWH treat us as though we have no value?  Does he treat us like a slave?  Does he show us no RESPECT, HONOR, ESTEEM?
Does he not value us so much he laid down his DIETY to become HU-MAN!
How much more humiliated can he be… to make him-self so small to fit in to our skin and dwell WITH_IN… US!   UGH! The thought is beyond me… I can barely stand my own SELF… knowing what is feels like to be free from this vessel of SKIN!
GOD HAVE MERCY ON ME… ON ALL OF US!

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HIDDEN LIVING WATERS

How ignorant we are… of the TRUTH!
Were It Not For His Grace…
while TEACHING me WHY? I SIN…
Then… Testing me… to put into practice what HE Taught Me!  I would not be the New Creation I am this day.
The whole point of this is to remind ALL OF US… no one is exempt from THE BAN if… you turn away from YHWH and continue in a life of sin… you know what is RIGHT… You know what is WRONG!
It is impossible to do Right without the RIGHT ONE…                                         YHWH!
He alone is Right and a relationship with him… will make us RIGHT with Him!

ALL I HAVE LEFT TO SAY  IS …. YES and AMEN!

WORDS TO THE WISE

I am urged to write A WORD TO THE WISE.
Who will heed the voice of God?
He is urging us to pray for our president, so he will not turn away from following the Leading of the Holy Spirit and the Laws of God.
How easy it would be for the president to become prideful and turn into the next NEBUCHADNEZZAR!
The gov’t swaying the president to introduce “a mark” namely the chip to cure and protect the people from the plagues and financial bankruptcy!

It is all planned long ago.
As they prepare for the plague and the financial chaos that will come upon the US.  YES… I mean all of us!
We are reaping what we have sowed.
Allowing unbelievers and foreigners who do not uphold our constitution and respect our FAITH in GOD.
The “anti-christ” has been here for quite some time… secretly undermining the church and the gov’t.
All of that… trickles down into the other avenues of business, education, entertainment, medicine and into the complete corruption of the family.
Isolating people… family… so they can not encourage one another or preach the GOOD NEWS!

How much more oblivious must it BE?

The answer is to UNITE!
AS ONE BODY!
United we stand divided we fall!
Fear divides!
Worry and doubt create strife… greed abounds and brings an eruption of SIN.
We fall into the trap set by the unbelievers… poking at the evil eye and what ensues is war!
Why can we NOT resist RE-ACTING  to the provocation and the goading of the wicked?

Do we realize the rich are only RICH because we bow down and slave for their benefit?
Dare I say the rich are no-thing  …without the slave- laboring for mere necessities but demand more than what they pay the working slave. ISRAEL IN EGYPT?
That leaves the slave… forever a slave, forever indebted to the rich.
There is no hope of freedom… UNLESS… the slaves REBEL as one body.
Stop bowing down to the rich and the rich will become poor… they will become a ruin because they do not know how to LABOR… they only know how to bully others by manipulation and oppression.
Take away their MONEY a piece of paper… and who will be their puppet!
Who will fight their battles for them?
We are the RICH… we know how to work… and from those labors we do business with others … NOT FOR A worthless PIECE OF PAPER!
But for what we can not produce our-self.
Each soul has a gift… Should we not be using that gift to BARTER… goods for goods!!! Barter with others for the gift we do not have.
I can cook! I can not build a house… lets make an agreement you build my house I will cook for you!
What value is a PIECE of paper?  Just as a piece of paper does not make two people married!!! … or wise!
MARRIAGE IS A INTERNAL SPIRITUAL AGREEMENT… The piece of paper is just the outward witness of HE SAID SHE SAID!!!

I have been keeping a journal for so long it has become a witness of my Internal Spiritual AGREEMENT with GOD YHWH!  It has been a long journey… Never has it been a magic wand waved over me and SUDDENLY I AM- holy, righteous or pure… in spirit, soul or body!
This covenant agreement has been very hard and narrow… I fall down… on my knees… and pray!
REFUSING to fall down before satan and submit to his  abuse, provoking, temptations, oppression and mocking.
I AM NOT ALONE… and satan can do no – thing to me that is not allowed by GOD.  If he chooses to prove me … PRIVATELY OR PUBLICLY…   who am I to say, “WHAT ARE YOU DOING”?
He reveals the TRUTH in me… who is my GOD?
Whom do I serve?  I have learned… I can’t serve MYSELF!
I surely do not want to serve evil!
So I choose GOOD, I choose GOD!
It’s not easy… And I have lost friends, family, work and possessions, even spiritual friends and family… And YET… I have gained so much more… A CLOSER WALK WITH GOD!
I get to know him more than I ever imagined possible!
So when I see what the ENEMY of CHRIST is doing to deceive the masses I can not keep quiet.
Those who call me “Apostate” … “Legalistic”  or a” JESUS FREAK”…  I bear that with all JOY!
Yes!… I am APOSTATE… from the religious who are only good on the surface.  Underneath all that exterior facade is a cancer of sinful greed, envy, willful wallowing… in sin…they declare is covered under the Holy Precious Blood Of MY Savior!
They call it GRACE…
It is NOT GRACE to trample the Holy Blood under foot and continue in sin!
REPENT… AND BE… SAVED!

I will stand my ground!
Resist RE-ACTING like the DEVIL!
Resist living in the darkness of ignorance!
I resist NOT knowing…. Because it is the TRUTH that will set me free from fear, worry doubt and SIN!
I will put my TRUST in the RELATIONSHIP… that AGREEMENT I made with MY GOD!
He invited me and I came and signed that Covenant… agreeing to allow HIM to TEACH ME A BETTER WAY… TO LIFE!  For-ever walk and talk with Him means I begin to act, talk, walk LIKE HIM!
Even if He needs to purge me to purify me… If he needs to circumcise me… CUT AWAY THOSE PARTS THAT SIN against HIM, come between us.  That SOUL-IYSH FLESH… SELF-IYSH-NES  that wants and desire pleasure… and the easy way… that usually hurts someone else… so I do not have to suffer!
If he needs to crucify me… to prove I TRUST HIM COMPLETELY… I know… I can’t DIE!   I will live forever… free from this skin that has feelings , SENSES THAT LEAD ME ASTRAY…and confines me… to the natural realm.
I learned from Him how to ascend and descend in the spirit and soul… though He always sends me back… to SHARE … what He has revealed to me  face to face!

OH HOW I LOVE HIM SO!
WHO CAN COMPARE TO HIM!
THERE IS NO- THING HERE THAT CAN COMPARE.
NO-THING THAT CAN WOO ME AWAY FROM WHAT HE HAS GIVEN ME!
FREEDOM… IN BEING … IN AGREEMENT… COVENANT WITH HIM… A MARRIAGE INDEED… NOT ON A PIECE OF PAPER… BUT FACE TO FACE, HEART TO HEART AND EYE TO EYE..
. WE THINK ALIKE… HE SPEAKS… AND I JUST SAY YES! I TRUST HIM THAT MUCH!

SPIRITUAL SOULMATES FOREVER!
NEVER DIVIDED NEVER  DISAGREEING… HE ALWAYS KNOWS BEST!