RESURRECTION…THE UNTOLD STORY CONTINUES…

the journey never ends it is,only the beginning of forever


My journey into the spirit realm has not ended. I continue to unlearn the lies I was taught as a child.  Half truths are still part of the lies we believe… just as we are taught to believe in santa, the easter bunny, leperchauns, magic and tooth fairies… we grow up …sometimes… but our inner child still holds fast to those myths … believing in some magical wand or superman hero who will make everything right and give us everything we want.  We realize in time… Life Is Not Fair! The wicked go unpunished -it appears they prosper and escape justice.  All the while, the “good” people seem to always fall short… take the fall for every wrong- blamed for something they never did… because the evidence appears obvious.  Set up and niave to the wickedness … they suffer injustice.  

My journey into the spirit realm reveals a truth not spoken… yet written and misunderstood… we will reap what we have sown. We believe good will reap good and evil reaps evil…. truth is… all things are good!  How can it be you ask!  Remember as a child our parents rules seem unjust, unfair, harsh … trying to keep us from the good life we think is out there.  We rebell… take things into our own hands and suffer the consequences after we are caught redhanded… punishment comes and we despise it with vengence!  We try harder to be secretive, sneaky, pretenders /actors /hypocrites… in the face of those we purpose to deceive… to be something outwardly we are not inwardly.   In the end… our own deeds reward us.  Life teaches us whether we want to learn or not… these teachable moments… turn us around… we accept our punishment for our words, deeds, thoughts and motives of the heart…. the devil did not make us do it… we willfully wanted to do the evil we do… it is impossible for the body to do anything without the will being in agreement with our heart or our thoughts.  The power of agreement it only takes 2 but 3 become unstoppable!  The truth comes when our “will” agrees with His will nothing can stop Gods will being acomplished.  Evil may flourish but only for a time and a season…. the evil produces a good … the evil being manipulated to do a good work.  The evils producing the gathering of the righteous to rise up and put a stop to the insanity! The injustice producing a holy anger to change laws that destroy life instead of create life.   Inventions assumed as good but turning the spirit, soul and body to death, sickness and dis-ease… trouble in every direction… leads us into the darkness…. but in the end we have free will…. to choose to come out; crossover, rise up…  take the truth and cling to it for life.  So in and through the lessons of life and death we must learn the truth… we create our own world of chaos by rebelling against the truth.  Revealed by trouble what lies in our soul!  We choose… to accept or reject the truth.   Rebellion against truth… we sin because we want to… a part of us inwardly desires to do what is forbidden… why is it forbidden?  Truth desires to protect us from the consequences of sin… it guides us, convicts us and corrects us…. we choose to surrender or to resist correction.  Each and every time we resist the harder /heavier the consequences become… until we are broken…. So broken we give up… plea for a God – we refused to trust before to come now and prove himself!   Are we just seeking to escape the consequences or do we truly desire to change our ways… its not a quick fix.  It is a change in life style… dying to self – will surrendering to God’s better way… to learn His Ways are so far advanced it does not make sense to us.

 Resurrection power… to overcome Evil with Good by doing its opposite!   Evil is only the manipulation of good to do evil.  We call evil good and good evil… that means we call God evil for he is the Creator of all things… light and dark…  he alone can teach us how to manipulate evil for a good. Like discipline.  It is for the greater good as one sees the benefit of discipline in the future.  The soul may resist but learns quickly the good of discopline when it returns a harvest of rewards that bless and not curse. 

Life is as hard as we make it!  Resurrection of our soul from crucifying our own willfulness to do what we think is right and wrong… until it clashes with truth!   The war begins… the casualties are great…. many lose their life in the battle between truth and self.   We think ourselves wise… we are but fools leading the blind into a darkness the blind cant see  but can feel tge darkness. The fool cant understand… because ignorance keeps him more blinded than the blind man who cant  see in the natural. Only truth can open both eyes… to see and to understand… ignorance is not bliss.   Souls are destroyed by ignorance… hell is full and enlarging itself to make more room for those who willfully choose to remain ignorant.  Truth Resurrects… seek truth hold on to it… never let it go.

PART 2 PROPHETIC: FLOODS, EARTHQUAKES, VOLCANOES… ITS JUST THE BEGINNING!

In the midst of destruction there is good… the purging of the evil so only the good remains…

20161116_160407HOW CAN WE TEACH OTHERS WHAT WE HAVE NOT LEARNED… THE MESSAGE CONTINUES FROM THE FIRST VISION.

I AM PRAYING WE ALL WILL SEE AND RECEIVE THE SALVATION AWAITING US… AS IT IS CLOSER THAN WE FIRST BELIEVED.

THE WEATHER IS REVEALING WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THE SPIRIT REALM.  GOD ALLOWS IT BECAUSE HE GAVE MAN FREE WILL TO CHOOSE LIFE OR DEATH. 

THE MORE I WALK AND TALK WITH HIM IN THE GARDEN THE MORE HE TEACHES ME THE MYSTERIES OF THE WORD NOT REVEALED ON THE SURFACE READING OF THE BIBLE (BIBLIOS)  FROM THE WORD BABEL.  THEY ARE MORE THAN JUST WORDS! IT IS CONFUSION… BABEL TO THOSE WHO DO NOT UNDERSTAND; WHO ARE NOT TAUGHT BY THE SPIRIT BUT BY MAN!

 THE SOLAR ECLIPSE… THE LIGHT TURNED TO DARKNESS… BUT THIS IS A SPIRITUAL DARKNESS JUST AS WHEN JESUS DIED ON THE CROSS THE SKIES TURNED BLACK… THE WEST SAW MORE OF THE DARKNESS THAN THE EASTERN SIDE OF AMERICA.  IS THIS A COINCIDENCE… WITH GOD THERE IS NOT SUCH WORD! 

THE HURRICANES… DEVASTATING THE SOUTH ARE WREAKING HAVOC AND SIN ABOUNDS BUT THE RIGHTEOUS RISE UP TO THE OCCASSSION TO HELP THOSE IN NEED. GOOD AND EVIL AT WORK SIDE BY SIDE. WHAT IS MAN FOCUSED ON?  THE EVIL OR THE GOOD BEING DONE IN THIS TIME OF PURIFING, CLEANSING, PURGING, UPROOTING THE WICKED AND RESURRECTING THE RIGHTEOUS. 

MANY GOOD AND RIGHTEOUS PEOPLE (THERE IS A DIFFERENCE) WILL LOSE THERE LIFE IN THIS WARFARE IN THE NATURAL AND SPIRIT REALM.   TRYING TO HELP SAVE A LIFE FROM THE FLOOD WATERS AND STORMS. THE WIND AND THE WAVES TOSSING THEM TO AND FRO THOSE WHO ARE STRANDED… DROWNING IN MURKY WATERS.  IN THE SPIRITUAL SENSE THOSE WHO HAVE FELL THROUGH THE CRACKS OF THE CHURCH. THEY HAVE NO ROOT, NO ANCHOR. THEY HAVE NO ARK…. THEY HAVE NO SAVIOR!

SATAN IS HAVING A BLAST!  WE WATCH, BUT… ARE WE MOVED TO REPENTANCE, TO CHANGE, TO ENLIGHTEN THOSE IN SPIRITUAL TURMOIL.  DO WE… LIKE THE WORLD… JUST SATISFY THE NATURAL MAN!  GIVE THEM FOOD AND CLOTHING, A PLACE TO LIVE … LOVE, LOVE, LOVE… THEN THEY DIE… AND GO TO HELL.  SO WHAT GOOD WAS YOUR GOOD DEEDS… IF THEY END UP IN HELL FOR ETERNITY?   IGNORANCE IS DESTRUCTIVE! 

 THE ENEMEY HAS NO PREDITOR TO STOP HIM… TO KEEP HIM FROM OVERPOPULATION! WHEN THE RIGHTEOUS DO NOTHING … TO STOP THE WICKED WITH JUSTICE… THE WICKED WILL KEEP PROSPERING!

I SEE A VISION OF THE NATURAL AT WORK… THE  RAPTURE … THE HELICOPTERS COMING TO SAVE THE PEOPLE STRANDED, ISOLATED AND ABANDONED… CAUGHT OFF GUARD BY THE STORM… THOSE HELICOPTERS BECOME THE SAVIOR OF THEIR NATURAL LIFE… JUST AS GOD DESIRES TO BECOME THE SAVIOR AND RESCUE US FROM THE SPIRITUAL STORMS OF LIFE.  THE CHAOS AND CONFUSION ARE EVERYWHERE BUT WHEN YOU ARE IN “RAPTURE” IT DOES NOT TOUCH YOU.  THOSE NOT LIVING IN THE AREA OF THE STORM ARE UNTOUCHED, NOT WORRIED OR FEARFUL… THEY CONTINUE THEIR LIFE OF PLEASURE, PEACE AND CALMNESS. 

RAPTURE… TO BE SNATCHED UP… IN TO ECSTASY, BLISS, GLEE, EXTREME JOY… WE FORGET TO EXAMINE THE WHOLE AND AGAIN TAKE BITS AND PIECES TO SUIT OUR OWN NEEDS.  TO BE SNATCH AWAY… YES WE QUOTE IT EVERYWHERE… BUT WE FORGET THE SECOND PART… THE ECSTASY, BLISS, THE GLEE AND EXTREME JOY OF EXISTING, LIVING, ABIDING IN  THE PRESENCES OF THE LORD.  HOW MANY PEOPLE KNOW THAT FEELING?  THE UTTER LOVE “OF” GOD… AND “FOR” GOD… A PASSIONATE LOVE.  THE  SONG OF SOLOMON KIND OF LOVE!  HOW MANY CAN SAY…THEY HAVE SACRIFICED THEIR FREE WILL OVER TO GOD?   TO SAY YES TO WHATEVER HE ASKS?  EVEN IF IT HURTS… EVEN IF IT MEANS LOSING IT “ALL”… LETTING IT “ALL” GO… JUST TO KEEP HIM.

  I WAS READING ISAIAH 57:1 THIS WEEK AND THERE WAS A CURIOUS WORD I READ…

  GOD TAKES AWAY THE RIGHTEOUS TO SPARE THEM FROM EVIL. 

MAN CAN NOT SEE IT OR UNDERSTAND IT… BUT GOD IS SHOWING MERCY TO THE RIGHTEOUS WHO PERISH.  MY MEANING HERE IS TO SAY… WHY DO WE FALL INTO DECEPTION.  WE SPEND SO MUCH TIME, MONEY AND EFFORT TO RUN TO DRS TO PROLONG OUR LIFE ON THE EARTH IN THE PHYSICAL…

THERE IS SCRIPTURE THAT SPEAKS VOLUMES BEYOND THE NATURAL. 

IF A MAN WILL SAVE HIS LIFE.. HE WILL LOSE IT BUT IF A MAN GIVES UP HIS LIFE HE WILL FIND IT. 

 PEOPLE ARE AFRAID TO DIE!   I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY?  IF THEY BELIVE THEY ARE GOING TO “HEAVEN WHY WOULD THEY NOT WANT TO GO TO THE PLACE THEY THINK IS PURE BLISS? THEY SAY THEY HAVE FAMILY AND THINGS THEY WANT TO DO HERE… UNFINISHED WORK.   THAT MEANS BUT ONE THING…

THEY ARE LOOKING BACK AT WHAT THEY ARE LEAVING BEHIND! 

IT MEANS THEY HAVE REGRETS. THEY HAVE NOT LIVED THE LIFE THEY WERE CREATED TO LIVE IN WORSHIP OF GOD ALONE.  WE HAVE LOVE ONES NOT SAVED!  WE PROCRASTINATE TO TEACH, PREACH AND CORRECT THEM… BECAUSE WE DO NOT WANT TO “OFFEND”.  NOW THEY ARE SPIRITUALLY LOST, DYING AND BOUND UP IN SIN… BECAUSE WE ALWAYS THINK WE HAVE TOMORROW! WE DONT WANT TO HURT SOMEONES “FEELINGS”!

  DO WE THINK THAT THROUGH… HELL WILL HURT MORE THAN JUST THEIR FEELINGS! 

SCRIPTURE SAYS TODAY IF YOU HEAR HIS VOICE CRYING OUT DO NOT HARDEN YOUR HEARTS AS IN  “THE REBELLION”… WHERE MANY DIED!  THEY WORSHIPED THE GOLDEN CALF… SELF RIGHTEOUSNESS… OUR OWN ABILITY TO LEAD OUR OWN LIFE! 

  I CAN BET NO ONE SEES THE BIBLE “STORY” THAT WAY… MAN IN HIS NATURAL MIND THINKS THE PEOPLE  BOWED DOWN TO A GOLDEN CALF… LET ME HELP YOU SEE… EVERYTHING IN THE NATURAL REVEALS YOUR SPIRITUAL CONDITION!   IT IS MADE MANIFEST… AFTER THE FACT… SO “THE PROOF IS IN THE PUDDING” IT IS BEFORE YOUR OWN EYES.  NO DENYING IT… THOUGHT WE DECLARE WE ARE UNDER GRACE…

THE HEBREWS… JEWS WERE UNDER CONVENANT AND STILL MUCH EVIL HAS BEFALLEN THEM. SO THE CHURCH HAS NO DESIRE TO BE LIKE THE JEW UNDER “OLD” COVENANT. 

THEY SAY THEY ARE UNDER A “NEW” COVENANT BUT CLAIM TO HAVE THE BLESSING OF ABRAHAM, ISAAC AND JACOB!   YOU CAN’T HAVE THE “OLD” COVENANT BLESSINGS UNDER A “NEW” COVENANT IF THE “OLD” IS TAKEN AWAY …

READ BETWEEN THE LINES.  IF THE CHURCH IS UNDER THE “SPIRITUAL” COVENANT THEN WHY DO THE SEEK THE “NATURAL” COVENANT BLESSING?

THEY HAVE THE SPIRITUAL BLESSING; THE JEWS DO NOT HAVE THIS WITHOUT THE HOLY SPIRIT DWELLING IN THEM.  SO WE SEEK TO RETURN TO THE NATURAL?  WHAT CONFUSION! 

 THE CHURCH IS GATHERING TOGETHER AS ONE TO BUILD A CITY ALRIGHT … BUT NOT GOD’S TEMPLE.  THEY ARE RETURNING TO BABEL. THEY SAY LETS BE AS “ONE” PEOPLE SO WE ARE NOT DIVIDED.  THEY HAVE COME TO BELIEVE THEY CAN VOID THE “OLD” COVENANT AND STILL REAP ITS BENIFITS WITHOUT OBEYING IT AND CLAIM IT IS A “NEW” COVENANT! 

  IT IS NOT LIKE OUR WORLD… WHERE YOU CAN AMEND LAWS TO ALLOW SIN, CORRUPTION AND EXCEPTIONS FOR THE ELITE. THAT’S A PHARISEE.  DO AS I SAY NOT AS I DO!

  OH! THE SPIRIT OF JEZEBEL IS WREAKING HAVOC IN THE BODY.  THE BRIBES OF THE GOVERNMENT TO CONTROL THE CHURCH… THE NICOLATANS AT WORK DOING BUSINESS WITHIN THE TEMPLE ON THE SABBATH… SUNDAY HAS BECOME ONE BIG FUNDRAISER… CHANGE THE LABEL… ITS IS STILL DOING BUSINESS AND HANDLING MONEY ON THE SABBATH… WHAT EVER DAY YOU BELIEVE IT TO BE. 

THE WORLD IS MAKING PROFIT OFF OF THE CHRISTIANS WHO SAY THEY DONT COOK ON SUNDAYS BUT THEY GO OUT TO EAT… AND CAUSE OTHERS TO LABOR… WHILE THEY TAKE A REST!  YET THEY WILL HAVE TO PAY MONEY FOR THE FOOD THEY EAT.   THE SINS WE HEAP UP… THEY USE THE SCRIPTURES TO PLEASE THEIR FLESH… NATURAL, ANIMAL INSTINCTS TO FILL AND SATISFY THE NATURAL SOUL. 

IF THEY ARE NOT UNDER THE “OLD” COVENANT THEN WHY DO THEY REST ON SUNDAY! WHY DO THEY GO HAVE FUN, BUYING AND SELLING, ENTERTAIN THEMSELVES ENJOY THE PLEASURES OF THE WORLD?   WE WONDER WHY ALL THIS EVIL IS COMING UPON THE EARTH, THIS COUNTRY!

 WHY ALL OUR RELIGIOUS FREEDOMS ARE BEING TAKEN AWAY? WHY WE ARE BEING JUDGED FOR OUR BELIEFS, OUR HYPOCRISY?  WHAT BELIEF?  ALL IT IS… IS HEAD KNOWLEDGE!  HOW MANY ACTUALL LIVE WHAT THEY BELIVE!  THEY THINK THERE ARE EXCEPTIONS FOR THEM BUT NOT OTHERS. THEY ADD AND TAKE AWAY FROM THE WORD TO JUSTIFY THEIR WORKS, DESIRES AND SIN! 

SABBATH… A DAY OF REST… NOT TO DO YOUR OWN PLEASURE BUT A DAY TO REST IN GOD’S PROVISIONS, TO WORSHIP, TO REFRESH ONES SELF IN THE LORD, IN THE WORD! DAY TO PURSUE GOOD (GOD)… NOT TO REFRAIN FROM DOING THE GOOD ONE KNOWS HE SHOULD DO!  HOW WE USE… MANIPULATE THE WORD TO SUIT OUR OWN PURPOSES.  WE REFRAIN FROM HELPING SOMEONE IN NEED BECAUSE WE CLAIM SABBATH REST… BUT WE ARE SELFISH.  DISCERN A TRUE NEED WITH WHAT IS NOT.  CAN IT WAIT?  IS IT AN EMERGENCY? IS IT TO SAVE A LIFE?  EVEN A LIE IS CONSIDERED GOOD IF IT SAVES A LIFE FROM DEATH!   THINK ABOUT THAT!

HOW MANY ARE FORCED TO WORK ON SUNDAY… THEIR “RELIGIOUS” HOLY DAY.  THEY MAKE WORK AN EXCUSE… NOT TO GO TO CHURCH… WHO COMES FIRST GOD OR MAN!  OUCH!  SO YOU TRUST MAN TO PROVIDE FOR YOU RATHER THAN GOD? 

WHAT STATE WERE YOU IN BEFORE YOUR FAITH WAS PUT TO THE TEST! 

WERE YOU A CHRISTIAN WHEN YOU KNEW YOU HAD TO WORK SUNDAY/ SATURDAY SABBATH/  OR WERE YOU ALREADY EMPLOYED BEFORE YOU CAME TO FAITH.  THE HOLY SPIRIT WILL CONFIRM… KEEP THE STATE YOU ARE IN BUT IF OPPORTUNITY ARISES TO BE FREE FROM WORKING SUNDAY/ SATURDAY SABBATH BY ALL MEANS TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE PROVISION OF THE LORD. EVEN IF IT COST YOU … MONEY!

 WHO WILL YOU BOW DOWN TO WHEN PUSH COMES TO SHOVE… AH! THE MARK OF THE BEAST… WHO CAN BUY AND WHO CAN SELL WITHOUT THE MARK!   IT’S ALL ABOUT COMPROMISE.  THAT IS ALL THE ANTICHRIST IS OUT TO ACHIEVE. EVE FELL FOR IT AND WE STILL FALL FOR IT EVERY DAY. EATING FROM THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE… HUMAN UNDERSTANDING AND INTERPRETATION!

THE TIMES ARE GOING TO GET WORSE!

THERE IS A GREAT FALLING AWAY COMING AND IN THE SAME TOKEN A GREAT ANOINTING COMING… THE OUTPOURING OF THE HOLY SPIRIT… COMES… ALWAYS IN TIMES OF TURMOIL, TRIALS, TROUBLES, REBELLON AND ULTIMATELY EXILE!  IT SEPARATES THE SHEEP AND THE GOATS!  THE HOLY AND THE UNHOLY!  THE CLEAN AND THE UNCLEAN! THE WOLVES IN SHEEPS CLOTHING! THE LIGHT AND THE DARK! THE TRUTH AND THE LIE!  LIFE AND DEATH… THE LIVING SPIRITUALLY AND THE DYING SPIRITUALLY!  

THIS SHOULD NOT BE SCARY!  THIS IS “ALL” GOOD… THE GOOD COMES WHEN THE WICKED CAN’T TAKE THE HEAT IN THE FIREY FURNACE… BUT THE RIGHTEOUS COME OUT WITHOUT A HAIR BEING HARMED. THEY DO NOT EVEN SMELL LIKE SMOKE…BUT THERE WILL BE SOME… WHO WILL SMELL LIKE SMOKE…THEIR WORKS BURNT UP BECAUSE THEY WERE DOING WORKS FOR THEMSELVES NOT FOR GOD, NOT FOR LOVE. 

VANITY OF VANITIES… ALL IS VANITY!  WERE IT NOT FOR GOD’S MERCY NONE WOULD BE LEFT NOT EVEN THE REMNANT…

TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE TIME WE HAVE LEFT… FOR THE TIME IS SHORT AND THERE IS MUCH TO DO!   LEARN TO DISCIPLINE THE SOUL NOW… SO IT WILL GO WELL WITH YOU WHEN THE STORMS COME.  LEARN TO ASCEND AND DESCEND TO AND FROM THE PRESENCE OF GOD AND FELLOWSHIP WITH HIM HERE AND THERE… WORSHIP, PRAISE AND GIVE HIM THANKS AS HE REVEALS WHAT IS IN YOU…

IT IS HORRIFYING TO SEE WHO WE ARE THROUGH HIS EYES. WHAT HE HAS DONE FOR US… TO COVER AND ATONE AND TAKE AWAY THE DESIRE OF THE NATURAL MAN THAT TENDS TO SIN. 

WE RE POWLESS TO SAY NO IN THE FACE OF TEMPTATION… FOR WE ARE ALL TEMPTED BY OUR OWN WILL. BUT WE DO NOT HAVE TO GIVE IN TO TEMPTATION.

THE WEAK WILL ALWAYS SUBMIT TO WHOM HE BELIEVES IS STRONGER. IF THE SPIRIT IS STRONGER THE SOUL WILL SUBMIT AND OBEY THE AUTHORITY OF THE HOLY SPIRIT DWELLING IN US. BUT… IF THE SOUL IS STRONGER, RULING OUR SPIRIT… THE HOLY SPIRIT WILL STAND BY AND ALLOW US TO CHOOSE… TO SIN. HE FORCES NO ONE TO ALLOW HIM TO ENTER THE SOUL TO CLEAN HOUSE.

TROUBLES ONLY REVEAL WHERE WE NEED HELP… TO CRUCIFY THE NATURAL SOUL.  IT WILL BE A BATTLE… A WAR NEVER FORGOTTEN AND WITH MANY WOUNDS, SCARS AND DEATHS AND HOPEFULLY VICTORIES.

DO NOT BE AFRAID TO ALLOW THE THINGS OF THE NATURAL SOUL AND BODY TO DIE… GOD IS WORKING TO FREE YOU FROM THOSE THINGS THAT KEEP YOU  WEIGHED DOWN ON THE EARTH… LIKE GRAVITY… IT KEEPS US BOUND TO THE EARTH.

THE SPIRIT MAN IS NOT BOUND TO THE EARTH… HE IS FREE TO COME AND GO INTO GOD’S PRESENCE AT WILL! LIKE WALKING ON WATER… OR UPON THE CLOUDS OF GLORY.. WE SAY WE FEEL LIKE WE ARE ON CLOUD NINE.  WHOEVER CAME UP WITH THAT PHRASE… HAS NO IDEA… EXACTY WHAT THEY WERE SAYING IN THE SPIRIT REALM…  OR PREHAPS THEY HAVE LEARNED THE SECRET AND THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO EXPRESS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE WEIGHTLESS… FREE FROM ALL THAT IS EVIL.

MY EXPERIENCE… I MEAN DYING AND BEING RESURRECTED…

EVERYTHING WAS TAKEN FROM ME.  I WAS ONLY TAUGHT THE GOOD THAT REPLACED ALL THE BAD… IT IS STRANGE TO KNOW NOW… THAT OUR MIND HAS MEMORIES BUT SO DOES OUR HEART.   THEY DO NOT SEE EYE TO EYE.  OUR MIND PERCEIVES DIFFERENTLY THAN OUR EMOTIONS.  THE INTERPRETATION GETS TWISTED AND ONLY GOD CAN UNRAVEL IT ONE MEMORY AT A TIME.  

HOW CAN WE TEACH OTHERS WHAT WE HAVE NOT LEARNED OURSELF?

THE FLOODWATERS WILL RISE… SO ALSO WE MUST RISE ABOVE THE WATER OF CHAOS AND CONFUSION… WE MUST ENTER INTO THE ARK… THE PRESENCE OF GOD AND DWELL IN HIS SANCTUARY UNTIL THE STORMS HAVE PASSED AND THE WATERS RECEEDED.

THE STORMS WILL COME… WE MUST LEARN NOT TO REACT TO THE STORM. THEY ONLY REVEAL TRUTH… WHAT IS IN A MAN’S HEART AND MIND… HIS WILL TO DO GOOD OR EVIL. 

THE EARTHQUAKES WILL COME TOO… AND WE MUST NOT CLING TO THE ROOTS OF THIS EARTH, THE WAYS OF OUR OWN UNDERSTANDING OF PERCEIVING WHAT IS GOOD AND EVIL.  WE MUST BE RAPTURED EVER UPWARD; HIGHER AND HIGHER INTO THE PURE JOY AND ELATION OF GOD’S PERFECT LOVE, HIS PRESENCE AND HIS GOODNESS.  THERE WE ARE UNTOUCHED, INACCESSIBLE TO THE ENEMY OF OUR SOUL

THE VOLCANOES WILL HAPPEN… IT IS INEVITABLE AS THE EARTH REJECTS THE WICKED, MAN DESTROYING GOD’S CREATION.  CREATION WILL FIGHT BACK IT IS THE LAW OF NATURE TO ADAPT OR TO DEFEND.

IN THE BEGINING THERE WAS CHAOS UPON THE EARTH… IT WAS VOID AND EMPTY…

THIS IS WHO WE ARE BEFORE GOD SPEAKS LIGHT INTO US.   HE BEGINS A GENESIS IN EACH ONE OF US DAY BY DAY… ONE FOUNDED ON THE OTHER.   EACH IN ITS TIME AND SEASON… TO PRODUCE LIFE… FRUITS OF RIGHTEOUSNESS…  LOVE, JOY, PEACE, PATIENCE, KINDNESS, GENTLENESS, FAITHFULNESS, LONG SUFFERING… NOT TOLERANCE OF EVIL… BUT SUFFERING LONG AS WE LEARN TO LET GOD TRANSFORM US WITH TRUTH… CUTTING AWAY ALL THAT KEEPS US ENCASED IN DARKNESS AND DECEPTION. THE ULITMATE END IS SELF CONTROL…

  IN THE DARKNESS REALITY SAYS IT IS DARK BUT TRUTH IS… OUTSIDE THAT DARKNESS THERE IS LIGHT, LIFE AND FREEDOM… SO WHAT WE DO NOT SEE IN THE NATURL HINDERS US FROM EXPERIENCING THE SUPER- NATURAL… WE NEED SPIRITUAL EYES TO SEE SPIRITUAL THINGS!   WE NEED A NEW SET OF EYES.  SO GOD GAVE US GLASSES TO SEE WHAT WE SEES … SO WE ARE NOT BLINDED BY THE LIGHT! THE LIGHT OF HIS GLORY.  IT’S CALLED….    

 H O L I N E S  S !

 

 

PROPHETIC : FLOODS, EARTHQUAKES, VOLCANOES: IT IS JUST THE BEGINNING!

THE TIME IS NOW… Prophetic signs, visions are only the beginning! The spiritual warfare manifesting in the natural and the natural reveals the spiritual signs.

I AWAKEN TO THE PRESENCE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT THIS MORNING;  A GOOD THING! I SMILE KNOWING HE IS WANTING TO TALK.  I REALIZE I NEVER MADE IT TO BED.  I HAD FALLEN ASLEEP ON THE FLOOR TALKING TO HIM ALL NIGHT AND JOURNALING WHAT HE REVEALS IN THE SPIRIT.

I ASK WHAT HE WOUD LIKE TO DO TODAY ON THIS BEAUTIFUL SABBATH DAY.  A WALK IN THE GARDEN WOULD BE WONDERFUL AS I CAN FEEL THE SUNLIGHT THROUGH THE WINDOW TOUCH MY SPIRIT, SOUL AND BODY.  IT REMINDS ME OF BEING IN THE KINGDOM WITH HIM.  I BEGIN TO SPEAK TO HIM IN THE SPIRIT.

I AM SUDDENLY OVERTAKEN BY WAVES OF THE HOLY SPIRIT MAKING EVEN MY HAIR STAND ON EDGE AND I SHUDDER!

I BEGIN TO WEEP DEEP IN MY SPIRIT ASKING HIM …WHY AM I CRYING? IT IS IN THIS MOMENT I REALIZE I HAVE BEEN PRAYING IN SIGN.  AS THE SPIRIT SPEAKS MY HANDS INTERPRET WHAT HE IS SAYING PROPHETICALLY! MY 40 DAY FAST IS AT WORK OVERTIME!

THIS IS WHAT THE SPIRIT HAS REVEALED BY A VISION … REVEALING THE NATURAL REALM AROUND US! THE HURRICANES ARE JUST THE BEGINNING.  THE SOLAR ECLIPSE WAS THE SIGN… THE BEGINNNING OF JUDGEMENT ON AMERICAN SOIL.  IT IS BEGINNNING IN THE SOUTH. IT WILL MOVE NORTH AS TIME PROGRESSES AND MAN REFUSES TO REPENT! ALL THIS CAN BE AVOIDED…

IF MY PEOPLE WHO ARE CALLED BY MY NAME WILL REPENT… RETURN TO GOD!

I DO NOT WATCH TV SO THIS IS EITHER HAPPENING NOW OR IS COMING TO PASS SHORTLY. TIME IS SHORT… AWAKEN YOU SLEEPING SOULS… THE TRUMP IS SOUNDING…THE BRIDEGROOM IS COMING…WHO WILL BE AWAKE WITH THEIR LAMPS BURNING BRIGHT…

REMEMBER GOD IS ALLOWING THIS DESTRUCTION… HE USES THE GOOD AND THE EVIL TO BRING ABOUT HIS PURPOSES. ALL THINGS ARE GOOD IN HIM.  HE IS ONLY GOOD.  THE HURRICANES THAT ARE COMING… 1 HAS PAST ANOTHER IN PRESENT THERE IS YET ANOTHER TO COME… EACH IN WAVES THAT WILL DEVASTATE THIS CONTRY AND THOSE WHO ARE UNPREPARED.

BY UNPREPARED THE HOLY SPIRIT IS SAYING THOSE WHO HAVE NOT BEEN “RAPTURED”  THIS IS NOT “THE RAPTURE” BUT A RAPTURE OF KNOWING YOUR ARE SO CAUGHT UP IN THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD THAT THE THINGS HAPPPENING HERE ON THE EARTH WILL NOT MOVE ONE TO FEAR, DOUBT AND WORRY. 

HE HAS REVEALED THAT HIS PEOPLE ARE NOT PREPARED FOR THE SPIRITUAL WAR THAT IS HERE AND COMING WITH INTENSITY. THIS IS A WAKE UP CALL TO THE PEOPLE…. WHO ARE CALLED BY HIS NAME… WHO CALL THEMSELVES “CHRISTAINS”  BUT WHO HAVE NOT WALKED THE WALK. THOSE WHO DO NOT “KNOW” GOD… THEY KNOW” ABOUT” HIM… THEY HAVE HEAD KNOWLEDGE BUT ARE NOT DEVOTED!  SET APART… AS HOLY! HOLY TO HIM ALONE.

THESE HURICANES, STORMS, EARTHQUAKES AND SOON VOLCANOES WILL INFLICT THEIR JUDGEMENT ON THIS LAND. ONE IS LINKED TO THE OTHERS… EACH GETTING MORE SEVERE, MORE INTENSE, MORE DEVASTATING AS “WE” REMAIN STIFF-NECKED AND HARD HEARTED!

I AM SHAKING AS I JOURNAL …FOR WHAT I SEE LYING AHEAD FOR MAN.  THE HURRICANE IS REVEALING THE PEOPLE IN THE SPIRTUAL REALM OF LIFE.  SO MANY ARE HOMELESS… HEVEN IS NOT THERE HOME.  SO MANY ARE DROWNING IN THE CHAOS AND CONFUSION… THE FLOODWATERS OF LIFE.  THEY ARE LOST AND DYING SICK AND ABANDONED… ALL SPIRITUAL CONDITIONS.  THE CHURCH HAS FAILED  TERRIBLY BECAUSE OF THE LEGALIZED “GOVERNED” CHURCH. 

THE CHURCH IS NOT PREACHING REPENTANCE!!! THIS IS THE KEY TO OPEN THE DOOR TO GODS REDEMPTION!   YOU CALL HIM JESUS (GREEK)… YEHOSHUA (HEBREW)… OUR SALVATION… EMMANUEL…. GOD WITH US… AND GOD IN US.  HE IS THE WORD OF GOD… MADE FLESH… HE IS THE WORD!   WHAT HAS THE CHURCH DONE TO THE WORD BUT CRUCIFIED HIM ALL OVER AGAIN. 

 THEY HAVE STRIPPED THE WORD… DOWN TO NOTHING… DIS-ROBING HIS HOLINESS… RIPPED HIM TO SHREDS (FLOGGING) BY DIVIDING THE WORD INTO CHAPTERS AND VERSES THAT ARE TAKEN OUT OF CONTEXT TO SUIT THEIR OWN HUMAN UNDERSTANDING.

THEY… CHRISTIANS… OF ALL WALKS …CONTINUE TO ABUSE THE WORD OF GOD TO ALLOW SIN AND DEFILEMENT OF THE TEMPLE OF GOD… OUR SOULS!   OUR BODIES!  OUR SPIRIT IS DYING… GIVING UP THE GHOST! WE ARE GIVING UP OUR SPIRIT TO DECEPTION. 

 HE IS THE SAME YESTERDAY! TODAY! AND FOREVER!… HE IS THE WORD… AND YOU CAN NOT SAY THE “OLD” TESTAMENT… TORAH IS NOT VALID; THAT WE ARE NO LONGER UNDER GODS COMMAND-MENTS… LAW.    THIS IS SPIRITUAL LAWLESSNESS! 

HIS WORD IS TRUTH!…  THE WHOLE THING IS GOOD!  THE CHURCH PREACHES THE WORD EVERY SUN-DAY NOT SAT-UR-DAY, SABBATH. DID GOD OR ROME CHANGE THE HOLY DAY… MY PEOPLE PERISH FOR LACK OF “KNOWLEDGE”  (HEBREW MEANING UNDERSTANDING).

 MAN IN HIS HUMAN UNDERSTANDING CAN NOT SEE THE “SPIRIT” OF THE “OLD” TESTAMENT… GOD IS PROTECTING US…INSTRUCTING US… JOURNALING THE JOURNEY! THE WAY OF LIFE… HOW TO LIVE SO THE ENEMY HAS NO OPEN DOOR TO STEAL, KILL AND DESTROY… IF WE ARE NO LONGER UNDER THE “OLD” TESTAMENT THEN WE SAY GOD IS UNJUST BY JUDGING AMERICA FOR  NOT KEEPING THOSE VERY COMMANDMENTS WE ARE NO LONGER BOUND TO BY “THE LAW” … BY GRACE!

SALVATION AND OBEDIENCE ARE 2 SEPARATE THINGS… THOUGH WE ARE NOT SAVED BECAUSE WE “DO” GOOD… WE DO GOOD BECAUSE WE HAVE BEEN SAVED … FROM SIN… WILLFUL SIN… REBELLION AGAINST GODS  LAW… HIS WORD… UGH!

REVEALTIONS DECLARES TO THE 7 CHURCHES IF YOU DO NOT REPENT… I WILL REMOVE YOUR LAMP!  THAT DOES NOT SOUND LIKE ONCE SAVED ALWAYS SAVED…SCRIPTURE … NEW TESTAMENT FOR YOU WHO DENY THE OLD… IF YOU HAVE ONCE KNOWN THE “GOODNESS” OF GOD AND TURN AWAY FROM HIS “GOODNESS”  IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU TO BE RESTORED… TO RETURN … THIS IS REPENTANCE!  YOU HAVE REJECTED THE HOLY SPIRIT OF GOD… THE GIFT OF GOD!  THE UNPARDONABLE SIN!  THAT GOODNESS… MEANS GOD’S MERCY TOWARD YOU WHEN YOU COME SEEKING… JUST THE WAY YOU ARE… IN SIN… AND HE WANTS YOU TO KNOW HIM… HIS FREEDOM HE DESIRES TO GIVE YOU …TO TAKE AWAY THE BURDEN OF NOT BEING ABLE TO SAY NO TO SIN!!!!

WE ARE TO BE THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD… WE ARE HIS LAMPS… THOSE IN REBELLION SEPARATE THE JEW AND THE CHURCH… SCRIPTURE PLAINLY, CLEARLY DECLARES THIER IS NO DIFFERENCE, NO SEPARATION, BETWEEN JEW(OLD) AND GENTILE(NEW), MALE (SPIRITUAL) OR FEMALE (SPIRITUAL), SLAVE (SPIRITUAL) OR FREE (SPIRITUAL), RICH (SPIRITUAL) OR POOR (SPIRITUAL).

THERE IS ONE LAW FOR THE NATIVE BORN AND THE STRANGER (THE FOREIGNER)… HOW CAN THE CHURCH BE UNITED WITH THE JEW WHEN THE CHURCH REJECTS THE WORD OF GOD?  THEY IN INGNORANCE REJECT JESUS/ YEHOSHUA!… WHO THEY SAY IS THEIR GOD, THEIR LORD, AND MASTER…

AS WELL… THE JEWS WHO REJECTS JESUS/YEHOSHUA… WHO IS THE VERY WORD THEY KEEP…  THE JEWS WITHOUT JESUS/YEHOSHUA AND THE CHURCH WITHOUT THE WORD WHO IS JESUS/ YEHOSHUA…

GOD HAVE MERCY…    IF THEY E- V- E -R  UNITE (ECHAD)… THE KINGDOM OF GOD WILL MANIFEST ON THE EARTH IN THE… “TWINKLING OF AN EYE”!

DOES THAT SOUND LIKE AN OXIMORON… IF HE IS LORD, MASTER AND GOD THEN WHY DO WE NOT OBEY HIS LAW … EVERY KING HAS LAWS… BREAK THEM AND YOU ARE JUGED! ALL CREATION REVEALS HIS GLORY!  HE IS A FATHER! A GOOD FATHER CORRECTS HIS CHILDREN FOR THEIR G O O D!

JUSTICE HOLDS ALL WRONG DOING TO ACCOUNTABLITLY.  AGAIN … THE CHURCH PLEAS…. GRACE… THE BLOOD OF JESUS… DID NOT JESUS SAY IF YOU LOVE ME KEEP MY COMMANDMENTS. WHOSE COMMANDS?  WHAT COMMANDS… TO LOVE THE LORD YOUR GOD FIRST AND FOREMOST… THEN THAT WILL AUTOMATICALLY CAUSE ONE TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER… THAT FULFILLS THE “WHOLE LAW”.

IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO LOVE OTHERS PERFECTLY WITHOUT GOD’S LOVE BEING MADE PERFECT IN OUR SOUL!

IN RETROSPECT…. TRUE LOVE … PERFECT LOVE CORRECT WRONG DOING FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF THE ONE WHO HAS ERRED IN HIS OR HER WAYS.   GOD LOOKS AT THE INTENT OF THE HEART… A PLACE WE DO NOT SURRENDER TO THE GOD OR HIS SPIRIT.  SO HOW THEN CAN HIS SPIRIT DWELL IN US… HE WILL NOT LIVE IN THE PIG PEN! HE IS SEEKING VESSELS THAT WILL ALLOW HIM TO CRUCIFY THE SIN INSIDE SO OUR RESURRECTION WILL SHINE EVEN IN ITS IMPERFECTIONS.  THE GLORY WILL HIDE, COVER THOSE IMPERFECTION. SO ALL THAT MANS SEES IS GOD, NOT YOU!  NOT WHAT YOU WERE, BUT WHO GOD IS! IN YOU!

GOD’S PERFECT LOVE MAKES IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO WILLFULLY SIN…YOU KNOW… AND DO IT ANYWAY!  GOD’S LOVE HAS NOT BEEN MADE PERFECT IN MAN’S SOUL… HIS MIND, HEART AND WILL!

ONE CAN NOT POSSIBLLY SIN WITH OUT THE AGREEMENT BETWEEN THE MIND AND THE WILL… OR….  THE HEART AND THE WILL BEING INVOLVED. WHERE 2 OR THREE ARE GATHERED… IN AGREEMENT!  IT WILL BE DONE… GOOD OR EVIL… BUT A 3 CORD STRING IS NOT EASILY BROKEN! PUT THE WILL, MIND AND HEART IN AGREEMENT AND IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO STOP THE ACTION… ONLY GODS INTERVENTION CAN STOP THE HUMAN ACTION… BUT WILL GOD INTERVENE… HE GIVES MAN FREE WILL…

FREEWILL TO CHOOSE… TO EAT FROM THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE…AGAIN… TO KNOW THE GOOD HE OUGHT TO DO…TO KNOW EVIL… TO DISOBEY… KNOWING WHAT GOD COMMANDED US NOT TO DO!

AS I WRITE THE HOLY SPIRIT REVEALS A VISION OF THE CROWN OF THORNS… HOW MAN HAS PUT THAT CROWN OF THORNS ONCE AGAIN ON CHRISTS HEAD… THE HEAD… OUR AUTHORITY OVER US… WE PLEA THE BLOOD HE SHED AND YET WE ABUSE HIS COMMANDMENTS BY BREAKING EVERY LAW WRITTEN FOR OUR GOOD… “NEW TESTAMENT” SAYS, IF WE KEEP ONE WE KEEP THEM ALL… IF WE BREAK ONE WE BREAK THEM ALL…

WE HUMANS… CALLED THE CHURCH… THE REDEEMED, THE CALLED OUT ONES… ACT WORSE THAN THE UNBELIEVER.   IN OUR PRIDE WE HAVE THE ARROGANCE TO SAY WE CAN DO ANYTHING WE WANT AND THE BLOOD COVERS IT… DO WE HEAR OURSELVES SPEAKING TO THE UNBELIVER AND THE WICKED.  EVEN WORSE… THEY KEEP THEIR OWN RULES AS TWISTED AS THEY MIGHT BE!

OH HOW WE LAY OUT CHRIST.. “THE ANOINTED ONE” ON THE CROSS AND POUND THOSE NAILS IN DEEP… WE ARE DETERMINED HE IS NOT GETTING OFF THE CROSS THIS TIME… TO RESURRECT AND RETURN TO JUDGE MANS SIN!

UNREPENTANCE… THE SIN REMAINS.  UNREPENTANCE… THERE IS A BOOK…  WE CALL IT “THE BIBLE”… GOD CALLS IT HIS SPOKEN WORD… WRITTEN FOR MANS INSTRUCTION… LIKE A JOURNAL… SO MAN HAS NO EXCUSE TO SAY… I DIDN’T KNOW “THE WAY”!

WE ARE SAVED BY FAITH… FAITH IN WHAT… JESUS DIED AND WAS RESURRECTED!   THE DEVIL BELIVES THAT… HE’S NOT GETTING INTO HEAVEN.  IT IS NOT THE “HEARERS” OF THE WORD BUT THE “DOERS” OF THE WORD… WHAT EVER GOD SAYS.. WE DO… WE MUST BE ” POSSESED” BY THE SPIRIT TO ENTER INTO THE KINGDOM. THAT MEANS HE HAS PERMISSION… TO HOLD THE REIGNS OF OUR SOUL…MIND, WILL AND HEART.

WE CAN “THINK” ABOUT SAYING WRONG, DOING WRONG, GOING IN THE WRONG PLACES, LISTENING TO WRONG THINGS, EVEN LOOK AT WRONG THINGS BUT IF OUR MIND AND WILL ARE NOT IN AGREEMENT IT IS ONLY A THOUGHT… LIKE GOING ON A DIE-T, EXERCISING OR HELPING SOMEONE.  WE DONT HAVE TO… IF WE DONT MAKE OURSELF WANT (WILL) TO!  OUR HEART IS THE SAME… WE CAN HAVE EMOTIONS, PASSION, DESIRE, ANGER AND/OR REVENGE BUT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO ACT ON IT WITHOUT THE WILL TO COME INTO AGREEMENT TO DO.

THE SPIRIT WILL NOT ALLOW ONE TO WILLFULLY SIN… I THINK WE HAVE ALL EXPERIENCED A MOMENT… WHEN WE COULD NOT FORCE OUR SELVES TO DO SOMETHING…  NO MATTER HOW HARD WE TRY! GOOD(GOD) OR BAD (SATAN)… WE CALL THEM MISSED OPPORTUNITIES OR BAD VIBES JUST SOMETHING WAS NOT RIGHT… OR FEAR STOPPED US DEAD IN OUR “JOURNEY”…

WHY IS IT SOMETIMES WE LISTEN… OBEYING THAT “FEELING”.  THAT’S OUR WILL SUBMITTING TO THE SPIRIT OF GOD WARNING US OR EMPOWERING US.  THOSE MOMENTS WHEN WE WONDER HOW DID WE DO THAT… MOMENTS WHEN WE WONDER … HOW DID WE GET HERE.

MANY TIMES I HAVE THOSE MOMENTS.  I FEEL LIKE I WAS TAKEN OUT OF MY PHYSICAL BODY AND TAKEN TO ANOTHER TIME… PAST OR FUTURE… CONSTANTLY IN THE  PRESENT  BECAUSE WHEN I SEE WHAT OTHERS ARE DOING “NOW” IN MY SPIRIT IF THE HOLY SPIRIT REVEALS IT …OH MY ,,, THE GRIEF I FEEL IN MY SPIRIT…

HE KEEPS ME FROM SOCIAL MEDIA AS I WATCH IN HORROR THE RESPONSE OF CHRISTIANS…DO THEY KNOW THEY ARE LEAVING A TESTIMONY… WITNESSES OF THEIR ACTIONS NOT ONLY BEFORE GOD BUT THE WHOLE WORLD TO TESTIFY OF OUR LIFE WHICH WE WILL GIVE AN ACCOUNT BEFORE GOD AND THE ANGELS!

WHAT MUST OUR ANGELS SEE AND WHAT MUST THEY RECORD IN THE BOOKS… THEIR EYES BEHOLD THE WORKS OF ALL MANKIND.  ANGELS ARE ALL AROUND US.  HOW CAN WE BE SO PRIDEFUL…ARROGANT TO THINK  WE ARE COVERED BY THE BLOOD WHEN WE ARE “NOT” LIVING UNDER THE BLOOD! WE ARE NOT LIVING IN THE KINGDOM.  WE LEFT THE FATHER’S HOUSE… LIKE A PRODIGAL… OH GOD… HOW WE HAVE MIS-INTERPRETED THE WORD TO BE FLESHLY, NATURAL … SO H U M A N!

I FEEL I WILL VOMIT SPIRITUALLY… THAT OVERWHELMS ME IN THE PHYSICAL … QUITE FREQUENTLY… AS THESE VISIONS KEEP ME HUMBLE AND SOBER!

PART 1 Prophecy

Rapture 

what a gift to be given… unlimited access to the Beloved and his kingdom anytime I need to see his face or talk to him heart to heart

My frequent raptures into the presence of my Beloved have ruined my desire to spend any time in the worldliness of this earth.  I would not change one moment I have spent in His presence for anything this world has to offer.  

The shallowness of life, the false lives people live and the abundance of material things leaves me grieved.  I must return here from time to time but only to tell my story.  How easy it is to leave this world behind.  

 My Beloved has changed my way of understanding.  The cooler weather has been a gift to me.  As My Beloved asks me what I want for my birthday, I respond… more of you.  He smiles, I know he is pleased with my answer… I lay my head upon his chest and just bask in his affection for me.  

 I whisper Do I have to go back? He kisses my forehead and holds me tighter.  I shed a tear… already knowing the answer.  

He wipes the tear from my cheek and softly answers… I’m coming with you, is it so bad  that not even my company can pursuade you to return. 

 I hesitate… it just is not the same I reply.  

How so he asks; touching my face to turn my eyes upon his. 

 I respond… there I find the people too busy… to notice your presence. It breaks my heart they cant see you or hear you calling them… by name! I hear them slander your holiness and blame you for things they have sown and now reap.  I see the hypocrites … lying to the innocent, ignorant and gullible.  I hear the leaders twist your Word and make it suit their own natural understanding. Those who listen …. believe… because the leader had an education by man not the Holy Spirit who is the perfect Teacher.  I see a whole sea of people walking around blind and deaf, wounded and codependant on man more than you.   I see man has become an idol… mini gods even though they profess to know you… they know nothing of your ways. 

Shall I go on… it does not end the deception of good and evil. Your “Body” is headless and they dont know it because the eye is part of the head!  You taught me we ascend from glory to glory. We begin at the feet and ascend to the head.  You  have taught me well… to allow you to be my eyes and ears, my mind and my mouth.  You do it all… my free will surrendered to you.  Your Spirit “possesses” me. That is where I found my peace… no longer me making the decisions and suffering the consequences…but you choosing what is best for me and me learning to receive it!   My life is so much easier, a simple life others condemn me out of envy for not taking control of my life! 

I am not offended.  I am sorrowful and yet ecstatic that they see I am not like them. I do not want what they have… I only want you.  Just me and you walking and talking together and searching for hungry souls. Souls seeking… a better way… the way of Life. 

He embraces me as my emotions get the best of me.  He replies this is why “we” must go back.  I want you to go with me… not I with you. I need a vessel who will allow me to do anything I choose without complaining, questioning and resisting everything I desire to do, no matter how small, how big , how difficult or unreasonable it may appear. Your heart is bound to me as one and I need a “body ” the Spirit can use without limits. You do this without realizing it  everytime you let go of what you feel or think and just obey. 

I sit in silence as I try to see what he sees in me. I think I am not worthy. All I know is how to do what I am told.  But when Im not sure … the war begins to rise up within me.  The war of my thoughts or your thoughts… is it me or you? 

He smiles, I lay against him again.  He whispers You know I can fix any mistake you make trying to do the right thing. I grab hold of him and cling to him for the love and understanding he has for me. 

I cry yes and you do… everyday. The more time I spend with you lingers on a little more each time.  I wonder when will I be able to stay and never go back again. I just want to pour all my love on you.  

He holds me and whispers, And I desire to do the same for you… but in this… you resist. You must learn to receive also. 

I blurt out… I have received the greatest gift of all… what can compare to your presence. I love your presence … you talking “with” me not at me! If the people only knew would they choose…

He kisses me and responds, How can they know unless “we” go and show them what they are missing?

I answer, You are correct as always… but the rejection… they choose not to know. They sentence themselves to …. hell… utter separation from your presence and goodness. 

He responds, Yes. It is as you say… but they have free will to choose.  I will not force them… just as I do not force you. You choose to surrender to my will even though you believe you have surrendered your free will… you still choose. 

I confess…I suppose… but love… your love for me and my love for you is greater than my desire to say no to you. 

He answers, Yes and it is precious to me and this is why I want you to receive all the goodness; the best I have planned for you. I love you so much. Your devotion is irrestible to me. How can I not want to spend time with you! I love that you desire to learn who I am. Nothing else..  just to know me.

I reply, You are beautiful to me…. I am in awe and wonder of how great your wisdom is revealed in all creation. It leaves me speechless. 

He laughs… you are hardly speechless… 

I can only hug him and smile I know he is always right. 

So I find myself here on earth again…. looking for that one soul who is hungering for TRUTH.

 Is God real?

 Is he a cruel hell fire and brimestone judge condemning everyone who is not perfect to the lake of fire forever?

Is hell for real?

Is the BIBLE true?

Ignorance is not bliss.

What we dont know can hurt us. 

The only way to find out is to search it out… not just reading a book but talking to he who you cant see until he opens your blind eyes to the invisible. 

He knows your heart… how serious are you to know the real God. Or are you just looking for a genie in a bottle who will wave his magic wand and make it all “perfect”.

 What is perfect? 

You will find our ideas of perfect are misaligned with Truth. Only He, God can untangle the wicked web we have been ensnared by deception… lured by feelings, thoughts, words and actions. 

Come out from among them and be separate… walk in heavenly places … walk by the Spirit not your “humaness.

There is a whole other realm just waiting to welcome you “Home”.

Resurrection: The Untold Story… Continues

the story continues… until time comes to its end.

20170608_150206I am amazed how great God is to me every day. He continues to speak to me and reveal mysteries to me daily. As I listen; I find He provides “Opportunity” to test the revelation. Daily I walk in the truth as he reveals it to me. I can not say I have 100% success.  I always pray for him to give me grace while I practice applying what he has taught me.  Sometimes I find I do not quite understand exactly what he means… So I go back to sitting at his feet and question the truth!  What am I missing?  Where lies my fault.   It is always hidden in ignorance… lack of understanding. 

Every word he speaks reveals something written… I find within the written a spiritual truth that makes me fall down in wonder and awe… why is this not revealed in the church… who says we are no longer under the Law of the Old Covenant.  What God the Father has revealed through the Son, the Written Word who gives me his Spirit… the Spoken Word to interpret the Word in Spirit and Truth… The old is the new and the new is the old… there is no difference… he only reveals it through spiritual eyes.  He has shown me what he sees through his eyes… All things are good because God is good… he is only good.  

My mind is utterly blank… I can not speak a word to express the magnificent glory of the spirit realm.  I have come to a place in my life… I am ready to unload all the things of this world and just be free.  I am free from all the cares of this world  and I enter into a realm where there is no hindrances of the flesh-( the natural man) the world and the enemy.  I come running into the Garden of Eden… the Garden of Pardes… we call paradise.  It is a kingdom of truth, life, light and love.  In this kingdom there is no fear of evil. Once one can grasp that all things are good it breaks the power of fear.  For it is written… perfected love drives out all fear.    

I have come to several crossroads… the valley of decision…that moment that I know it will change my forever.  I must make the right decision or it will change everything. I can not risk losing what I have found… a precious treasure… Truth. I have been Resurrected and I will not turn back. 

If I could put into words all the visions I have seen in the spirit that have transformed my life it would be volumes not just a book.  We all have a story… if we all wrote our story… from the beginning of time in the Garden to the end of time… the world would not be able to contain all the books written of mans encounter with God. 

I find myself longing for more of him; less of me… to the point I cry out I want all of you none of me!   Little did realize He would test the cry of my heart.  It shook me to my core… it caught me off guard.  Am I willing to give up my dream, my business, my family, my church, my friends, my finances, my farm, all my animals- dogs, cats and horses and my possessions… everything that expresses who I am… to have all of him? 

  At first I felt panic… I questioned myself…Was there sin that all this evil had come upon me?   The more I prayed the more things turned for the worse… I turned to fasting and worship without interference from anyone or anything… It was then after the 3rd day… It happened… as clear as Me speaking to myself… I hear the Spirit speak. ” You declared you want all Of the Father; you must let go of everything that takes up room where he wants to dwell. There is no room for both if you want all of him.”

  I cry… the weeping of my soul so deep… knowing no human could every contain the presence of such a Holy God and yet he chooses… desires to dwell in us and with us… I blurt out  possess all of me… take it all away…just give me all of You.

I learned through my “resurrection” that the Father is moved by worship… A heart full of praise and thanksgiving… I heart humble and broken before his feet… not begging but in awe and wonder!   I have no words… I must depend completely on the Holy Spirit to speak the words I can not find to express what my heart desires to say … perfectly!  The Spirit takes over and I am raptured up into the kingdom once again and find grace and mercy in his presence.  I find he embraces me with such a pure love I am undone… unable to stand on my own; powerless to resist him; I can not say no!  It is only when I come to myself… I find my flesh crucified again… every time I die more to my natural soul-ish self the more I am made a spirit being. 

I have those days I feel like I am not walking on the ground; the earth itself.  I feel like I am walking on the air. I know it is the Spirit but the feeling is just so amazing to not feel the physical realm touching me and I can be free from the bondage of this world. 

  I have only once since my “resurrection” felt human.  I shared this with a christian … who looked at me oddly.  She took it to mean a good thing… I explained NO!   It is not a good thing it is filthy rags… It is the first time I did not feel…  HOLY!  The reason behind it… I could not share… It was between the Father, Son And the Holy Spirit.  It was a test… It was beyond human reasoning… it was spirit.  It is quite easy to deny the flesh its desires… but to deny the spirit is quite another level of surrender.  Would I trust what is written or what God spoke! This war causes a rift in the spirit!  It was only through fasting that I was able to see clearly the test…a “JOB” moment not of sin but of testing… to reveal to the enemy… it is not the blessings (things) that makes me draw nearer to God; nor the  goodness and favor that makes me worship and praise him. I worship and praise him and draw nearer to him just to know him more… to be in awe and wonder and express that awe and wonder to him…It is his love for me… who he is… that makes me worship him. I do not seek his hand except to hold it… to touch him, walk with him… hand in hand… that is amazing… nothing can compare.  I find I do not ask him for anything… but to stay in his presence and to just talk with him a little longer… don’t make me go… back to the world.  So to persuade him to allow me to stay… I begin to worship and dance; to sing in the spirit and speak with my hands.  All these working to tell him thank you for allowing me to come, to know you more, to speak to you face to face.  Let me stay.. and pour out my heart of love to you… though it can never compare to his love for me.  UNDONE!  I wake ruined… for this world… I want no parts of it… even though I live in the world… for the glory of God… allowing him to possess me so he can walk upon the earth and observe… through the disguise of my flesh… just how wicked man is…  as he did in the days of Lot… he sent his angels to descend and see if it is as bad as the outcry coming up to him.

  Scary…knowing God sees everything we see… through our eyes, hears what we say through our ears, knows our every thought and feeling… if he dwells in our mind and heart!  He endures the evil done upon the earth.  For what we have done to others we have done to Him… He dwells in us; if we make room for him… in the Holy Place (mind) and the Most Holy Place (heart).  He only dwells in a clean holy place… his presence will not be defiled by sin… for he is Holy and he must judge sin… grace turns his face… so he does not look upon our sin… what we do not understand  is if he turns his face away from us… he is not shining his glory…his countenance on us… kind of like the phases of the moon… reflecting the light.  How strange it is to know these things and realize that all creation reveals his glory.  He is here… among us… dwelling in SOME Of Us.  His Spirit is Holy why do we honor man more than God, more than His Son, more than His Spirit!  Woe is me!  May I always keep him Holy… set apart… not made common as mere men! 

My time in the kingdom has changed my life… my perception; my understanding.  I continue to learn everyday.  There is no comparison to the Wisdom of God.  It is instead quite humbling as he reveals hidden truth some I can not repeat.  But what he allows me to speak, write, reveal… I did it with zeal and awe of the wonderful privilege and honor I have received to be his vessel on the earth.  I keep this vessel holy so he will have no reason to find any other place to dwell; no reason to leave me or forsake me.  My love for him leaves me speechless… his love for me… overwhelms me.   I let go… let it all go… just to have all of him.

RESURRECTION: UPDATE

THE TREE OF LIFE OR THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE… OF GOOD AND EVIL … LET GOD RESURRECT THE EVIL TO GOOD, DEATH TO LIFE, DARKNESS TO LIGHT ENTER INTO THE GARDEN OF EDEN WHERE WE WERE CREATED TO DELIGHT IN THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD FOREVER

20170608_150206RESURRECTION THE UNTOLD STORY HAS TAKEN MANY BY SURPRISE.  THE WONDERFUL STORY OF A LIFE RESURRECTED FROM DEATH TO LIFE.  THE FEED BACK IS AMAZING. MANY HAVE COME TO PONDER THEIR OWN SPIRITUAL CONNECTION WITH GOD.  COMMENTS FROM VARIOUS READERS HAVE COME TO SEEK GOD ON A WHOLE NEW LEVEL.  MANY HAD NO IDEA GOD WAS SO INTERESTED IN OUR PERSONAL LIFE.  SOME HAVE DENIED THIS IS AN ACTUAL EVENT; TO THOSE WHO CAN RECEIVE IT ; TAKE IT AND RUN WITH IT… THE OTHERS WELL THEY MAY BE LEFT BEHIND IN THE DUST WHEN THE LORD COMES TO CALL HIS OWN TO BE WITH HIM IN THE GARDEN OF EDEN FOREVER.

I AM EXCITED TO SAY THE BOOK IS BLESSED AND ANOINTED TO TOUCH LIVES AND BRING MANY TO A NEW REVELATION OF “RELIGION”.  THOSE CAUGHT UP IN THE “CHURCH WORKS MOVEMENT” HAD NO IDEA GOD IS MORE DELIGHTED IN TALKING WITH MAN THAN HE IS IN ALL THE BUSYNESS.

MY HOPE… MY PRAYER IS THAT MANY WILL COME AND KNOW THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD… NOT JUST GOD… CREATOR AND JUDGE, BUT TO KNOW HIM AS A GOOD AND PERFECT FATHER, A BELOVED BEST FRIEND AND A KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR!

I DO NOT OFTEN SPEAK OF LOSING MY MOTHER AT A YOUNG AGE. IT STILL BRINGS TEARS TO ME WHEN I THINK ABOUT HER AND THEN I REMEMBER THE HOLY SPIRIT IS LIKE A MOTHER.  TEACHING US RIGHT FROM WRONG, LOVING US DESPITE OUR BEHAVIOR…AND DOING ALL THOSE THINGS WE REMEMBER OUR MOM DOING FOR US.  SHE WASHES US, TAKES CARE OF US WHEN WE ARE SICK OR HURT.  MY MOM… SHE ALWAYS STOOD IN THE GAP WHEN WE ACCIDENTALLY DID SOMETHING BAD.   SHE COVERED IT UP OR FIXED IT SO WE WOULD NOT GET IN TROUBLE.  BUT WHEN WE WERE REBELLIOUS… SHE STEPPED BACK AND ALLOWED US TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES OF OUR PRIDE.  AFTERWARDS SHE WOULD ALLOWS US TO THINK ABOUT WHAT WE DID AND AT SOME POINT… SHE WOULD ASK US ABOUT WHY WE DID WAT WE DID?  OF COURSE SHE ALWAYS HAD SOME WISDOM FROM HER CHILDHOOD OR LIFE LESSONS SHE WITNESSED TO TEACH US A HARD LESSON ABOUT OBEDIENCE… NOT JUST TO OUR PARENTS AND THOSE WHO ARE IN AUTHORITY BUT ALSO GOD!   IF WE LEARN TO OBEY OUR PARENTS WE WILL NOT STRUGGLE TO OBEY GOD WHEN WE CALLS US TO HIMSELF.

I AM HUMBED STILL TO THIS DAY… AS THE HOLY SPIRIT STILL USES THE BOOK TO LEAD ME IN THE WAY OF THE KINGDOM.  I HAVE THOSE MOMENTS… I HAVE TO STOP IN MY TRACKS AND REMEMBER… I HAVE BEEN HERE BEFORE… WHAT DID I DO? WAS IT RIGHT OR WRONG AND WHAT WAS THE OUTCOME?   THOSE MOMENTS ARE VERY HUMBLING FOR I HAVE LEARNED EVERY TIME…. THE FATHER IS GIVING ME A SECOND CHANCE… TO DO IT RIGHT… MAN SAYS YOU CAN CHANGE THE PAST. THAT IS TRUE TO SOME DEGREE.  WE CAN NOT CHANGE WHAT WE DID TO OTHERS…BUT WHEN GOD OPENS A DOOR OF OPPORTUNITY TO CLEAR OUR CONSCIENCE OF A WRONG IN OUR PAST… THAT IS LIKE BEING FREED FROM A PRISON… NO… A DUNGEON WITHOUT LIGHT WITHOUT WINDOWS OR DOORS… ITS THAT DEEP DARK PIT OF HELL ON EARTH THAT CAN NOT BE BROKEN OUT OF.  GOD ALONE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN DESCEND INTO THE DARKNESS AND LIFT US UP OUT OF THE PIT WHERE THE ENEMY OF LIFE DESIRES TO SEE US SUFFER A VERY  SLOW AGONIZING DEATH WHILE HE ENJOYS VIEWING THE REALITY  SHOW.

IF YOU HAVE NOT READ THE BOOK YET I ENCOURAGE YOU TO GO DIVE IN DEEP AND FIND YOURSELF ENGULFED IN A WHOLE NEW REALM OF “RELIGION”   GOD IS NOT A RELIGION… HE IS LIFE!   HE IS SO CLOSE  IT IS LIKE A WOMAN WITH CHILD… SHE FEELS EVERY MOVEMENT WITHIN FROM THE SEED THAT WAS PLANTED IN HER WOMB. SO ALSO GOD PLANTED HIS SEED IN US… THE WORD OF GOD… MADE FLESH.  HE LIVES IN US AND HIS SPIRIT LONGS TO BE SET FREE TO BE PART OF OUR LIFE EVERY DAY NOT JUST ONE HOUR SUNDAY MORNING WHILE THINKING ABOUT WHAT TO  DO AFTER THIS BORING SERVICE!  GOD WISHES FOR US TO GIVE BIRTH AND SET THE HOLY SPIRIT FREE TO DO HIS WORK IN US AND THROUGH US; TO MAKE US WHOLE … SPIRIT, SOUL AND BODY.

LIFE IS NOT FAIR… WE ALL KNOW THAT.   BUT HOW MUCH GREATER WOULD LIFE BE IF WE HAD OUR OWN WALL OF PROTECTION AGAINST ALL THAT IS EVEIL IN THIS WORLD… YOU WILL FIND AFTER BEING RESURRECTED… ALL THINGS ARE GOOD!   I CAN ONLY GIVE YOU A GLIMPSE OF WHAT HE TAUGHT ME BECAUSE HE IS STILL TALKING TO ME EVERY DAY.  AS LONG AS I TAKE THE TIME… MAKE THE TIME AND MAKE HIM PRIORITY… HE NEVER STOPS SPEAKING VOLUMES OF WISDOM AND REVELATION.   I AM EAGER TO WRITE IT ALL DOWN BECAUSE IT IS SO AMAZING…

I GOTTA TELL SOMEBODY WHAT THE LORD HAS DONE!

A LITTLE SECRET… WE ALL HAVE HIDDEN WITH IN US… THE POWER TO MANIPULATE EVIL TO DO GOOD!  ONLY GOD’S SPIRIT CAN TEACH HIS TRUE DISCIPLES (LEARNERS) HOW TO USE THIS PRECIOUS GIFT.  THE KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL.

 

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when all you really need is a Father who will be there when life is more than you can bear and all you want is to be held like a child again to let go and let your Father take care of you

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As I meander around the garden of my mind I find myself seeking my FATHER’s face. I am not accustomed to seeking Him in the garden but only in the throne room in the midst of Worship, Praise and Thanksgiving or intercession.  But today for some reason I seek His face for advice that I normally go to my Beloved or the Teacher to help me understand.  I suppose I need a Father at this moment, not a lover who is always supporting me and encouraging me nor a Teacher  to answer me with yet another question. I need a Father’s point of view.  Not having that as a child I dive in to the opportunity to know what a father thinks; how he sees his children. As a mother I see my kids different than I do other kids.  I know their weaknesses, strengths, gifts and calling on their life.  Odd how I can see that in my children but not in myself… so I seek my Father’s face.  

Will He be too BUSY?  

I keep walking on in the garden among the many scented flowers listening to the music in my heart.  I find myself lost in the fragrance of the potpourri that permeates my senses.  I close my eyes and just let go of all my thoughts as I walk on not giving a thought to my steps.  I feel a tingling come over me and I quickly open my eyes to find the Father waiting for me on the garden bench under the rose arbor.  My favorite place  in the garden where the roses have a scent not like the ones on earth.  They smell real if that makes any sense to anyone else.  Its like a store bought tomato and a home grown tomato… every one knows the difference. 

Anyway, I smile from ear to ear as I see my FATHER watching me just be free in the garden enjoying … His Rest. I walk over and kiss him on the cheek and whisper I was looking for you.  He smiles and says… I know.  It makes me well up with tears that he knows me… every thought, every emotion, every longing in my soul.  He motions for me to sit beside him and he puts his arm around me so tenderly. He inquires, What is it that you seek to ask me?  I hesitate.  He whispers, I already know so just say it.  Tears slowly trickle down my cheek and he wipes them away with his gentle touch.  I look into his eyes and say… I miss you. 

At that he takes me in his arms and holds me so close to his heart I can feel it beating with mine.  It makes me tremble.  I cry more… because his love for me overwhelms me that I can not stand to be separated from him.  He whispers, “I love to hear you say that.  But why is it you miss me so when I am always near.”  I reply, “It is one thing to know you are near. It is quite another to be engaged in conversing with you.  You are what I long for… to fellowship, to hear you speak to me and tell me what I am created for; what you would have me to do for you.  I need purpose for being Resurrected from the dead, otherwise I remain dead.  I feel like an invisible spirit without a body to inhabit to do some good on the earth. If I have no purpose… then do not make me go back “there” where it is empty, without others hungering for your presence. I have nothing in common with them… with the fleshly bound souls. I do not belong there; I belong here… at home… with you.

The FATHER kisses my forehead and responds with a tear in his eye which moves me to ask his forgiveness.  He takes my face in his hands; turns my face toward his and looks into my soul and speaks life to me.  “I AM delighted you feel this way. You are created for a purpose and a destiny, I wait until you are ready to receive what it is I have for you. I never force you to do anything you are not ready to do willingly.  I desire a willing heart to do my will.  It pleases me when my children ask me how they can help me.  I enjoy allowing them to help me and to show them how the kingdom works.  Any child is welcome to come learn how to work in the kingdom.  The more they learn willingly and succeed the more authority I can give them. But it is a labor of love, forsaking all other loves.   Many start out with good intentions but the demands become more than they are willing to sacrifice for the kingdom and they turn back. It is not that they do not love me but the sacrifice is more than they desire to surrender.  There are few very few who surrender all.” 

I blurt out! “I have nothing of my own.  It all belongs to you.  It’s been bought and paid for… redeemed by my Savior.  Were it not for you sending your Son… I would be still be in hell, the never ending torment and darkness consuming me forever.  Why You chose to save me I will never understand.  I have nothing to offer you, nothing to give you.  I am empty; except now… Your love in me… overflowing and overwhelming me. I am “lovesick”  for a father I never had, never knew until you revealed yourself to me. I do not know why you love me so… But I am so grateful, so thankful that you do.  I want to do something to show my love, my gratitude; my thanks.  I expect no reward.  You are my reward.  I desire nothing but to stay with you all my days; all my life. “

I grab my FATHER and cling to him as my heart aches deep within.  I blubber; “I just love you so much.” 

I feel him gather me up in his arms and he walks as I bury my face in his chest.  I do not want to let go. I do not want to go back… to that place where no one hungers to know my FATHER and his kingdom and his great love.  I can not fathom who would not want to know him and then it hits me… I once was… like them.  I tell my FATHER I am sorry.  He inquires why? I remind him… I once was… like them.  And I forget… because I am no longer that person who did not seek you, love you… know you. He holds me tighter in his arms.  I put my arms around his neck and hold on for dear life. 

He quietly says come sit and I will give you drink from the river.  I look up and see… he has brought me to my favorite place, the place where all my filth was washed away and I was made clean… inside… the place I no longer felt like the scum of the earth.  He brought me a cup of cool water and laid his hand on my head.  He sat with me and just talked…  not about anything spiritual, nothing amazing, inspiring or mystical… just every day talk.  I enjoyed his company and just listening to him talk to me… because he enjoys my company.  not to boss me around or to point out my faults, sins, stupidity and ignorance… just to be what I needed him to be … HUMAN.  

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