In the stillness of the morning light I find myself smiling inside and out. The long winter days of clouds and snow have taken their toll on my soul. I set myself in direct line with the sunlight bursting over the horizon. Basking in the intense light reminds of the Garden Of Eden.
I close my eyes and meditate on the goodness of My Creator. I hear a song in the distance. It is my soul rejoicing. I focus on the music as it gets louder. I feel it move me within. I begin to dance in my spirit like a dream I do not wish to wake from.
I can smell the fragrance of the flowers in the breeze. Breathtaking, captivating and yet exhilarating is the sound of the music wooing me deeper and deeper into the unknown. I hear a whisper, I turn quickly. I am delighted by the sight of my Beloved. He sings his song to me and I dance to his delight. He joins me in the dance of love and my heart longs for him.
He sweeps me off my feet and carries me away into the garden where the flowers are most pleasant to my soul. We sit awhile in the soft grassy knoll overlooking the meadow below. I see clearly the kingdom in all its glory. The things I remember come flooding back to me. I feel the aching in my heart.
I sing from my soul, He hears and smiles at me. I lay my head upon his chest, I feel his love for me. When Love becomes a song in the soul; two become one. Soul mates forever they sing the same song in tune with the other. Harmony; like the sound of the wind in the trees. Its rustling sounds like the waters of the River of Life.
He takes me by the hand and walks me through the garden to the place beside the River and there we rest. I soak my feet in the waters that rush through my toes. I smile; he watches me. Coming from the water he gives me a drink and it refreshes me… quenching my thirst but not my desire for him whom my heart loves.
As we sit and talk of things great and small, I find my heart longing for him more and more. His Words draw me, call to me and I am captivated by the sound of his voice. The secrets, the mysteries to wonderful for me, I cling to him as though he were my very breath.
Again we walk; through the forest he leads me. He tells me stories of old. The ancient ways long forgotten by mankind but never forgotten by him. He speaks Truth and I hang on to every word wondering who could remember all that he speaks. He tells me I do not have to remember; for all recreation reveals the Truth. It is written… in everything seen and unseen.
The wind brushes my face and I know his Spirit is near. I can feel him covering me with his glory. I am free; free from the flesh that holds me captive, anchored in the natural realm. He has taught me how to ascend and descend.. though I never want to leave his presence.
I find his truth compels me to return, to tell the truth I have been shown. When I am feeling alone I turn my soul to sing him a song. I feel him respond to the music in which I delight in him. I dance and yet no one sees. I speak to him and no one hears. He whispers back to me and again… no one hears his sweet words to my soul.
The music never ends… unless I turn it off, shut it out of my soul. But then where would I go to find my beloved if not in the joy of singing his praises. He is my delight, how can I be silent?
Here I am. I sing a song, making music within my soul. Overwhelmed I find myself dancing to the music no one else can hear. Its just me and you, You and me… together… in the secret place. You can come; stay as long as you like my Beloved, my Joy, my Delight. I can not depart from you. You are my song, the music within me, the reason I dance even when no one else can see…
I am dancing on the inside even when I sleep.